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I have always wanted to be a vampire. I don't know why, i just really do. so i have decided i am now a vampire! hahaha! :K (thats my vampire smily) i have always loved the color of blood. it is so perfect. that color makes me very happy, but i don't know why. i just love it. heart i am not really sure what prompted me to write this, but i just had a feeling like i needed to get some thoughts down NOW or i would explode. burning_eyes hahaha. i am not what you think i am. i am not the person you think you know. i am more then one person. one of me is always happy. one of me is always sad. another one is anergy. one of us is evil. one of me is dead. one of us is scared. i have to many people in me to count. right now i am Cicily. she is sad, and sacred, and bored, and depressed. i am not happy with my life no matter how good it is. but now i am Sidney. happy, bouncy, fun, care free. and now i am me, and i think i might just make all of this up to get attention, but i dont no. i think so. i love attention. i thrive off it. and i cant think of anything else to write, so until next time!