today was a day that i cried...not because i was weak but becuase someone close to me that i loved dearly dead.
that person was my girlfriend. i'm not lesbian but bi. i didn't know her in person but by the net, however it feels like i already knew her. somewhere in late January her sister told be that she was in a coma. i didn't know why or how, she didn't tell me. days passed and she told me she was gone. not knowing what she meant i asked her what did she mean by that. i had an idea for it but i didn't want it to be true. now today when i got on i had a message...i opened it and her sister said, "she's dead".
i miss her really much and as i type this i cry when i want it to stop. even though i do miss her i can't stay in that memory, must move on. that doesn't mean i've forgotten about her, it's just i can't stay in the past or it'll be in my mind too much.
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