what makes everything harder is the issues and gossips that occur simultaneous to your explanation to everything that's happening. you try to make everything so plain and simple but then people all around you wold pervert all things and you can't even get out of the mess everyones else had created. everything is distorted. even the truth. and sometimes, other people are not the ones that are to be blamed. sometimes, it's you who's at fault.
why do things that would get other people think badly of you? why leave things that would only put you in the worst light? why? maybe because you do like the attention these things are bringing about?
maybe i'm rambling right now. but no. everything has an underlying meaning. something far too slippery to grasp but once you've taken hold of it, you'd know it's something scary. something that can be compared to that nightmare when you almost screamed your lungs out just so you could wake up and make those fears disappear.
but what happens when you finally wake up? well, i suppose you put everything in their proper places, right? so perverted thoughts would not occur. so there would be no misunderstanding. and by that, no pain would ensue. misery would somehow abate.
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