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	~Sakura Moonflower's~ Who I was then, who I am now, and who I will be tomorrow.... With LOTS of Tablature. =3

	By this Wednesday...
	By this Wednesday...


~Oh I see her face everywhere I go On the street, or even at the picture show Have you seen her? Tell me, have you seen her? (Seen her)~ I'll be gone, and there'll be no chance of finding me in the United States in the following three weeks... I'm boarding a plane to Spain on Wednesday morning around nine or ten... we'll definitely get there early, especially is Carlos wants go to too... he'll take fugging forever as usual, I'm sure, only this time intending to make me late fo rmy flight to Europe. e_e On purpose. I'm so sure of it... though probably not. At best, he'd just hope that I lose my flight. e_e And have to stay behind... and do my chores. -_- e_e takes a deep breath and lets it out I'm still trying to get those articles together... and my little burnable CDs issue is not going too well, plus Chii wants me to visit before I leave, which may be nigh impossible... Especially if she wants me to sleep over... I won't feel comfortable at all even asking my mom to let me stay at her house, without finishing ALL of my stupid articles and sending them onward in an email... >_< Then, I suppose the nightmares will give it a rest... Although, in reality, the stupid articles are probably only a smaller factor of this whole anxiety trip I'm on about leaving for Europe... l v The conversation so far... ~~~~~~~~~~~` chii_the_silent_one: You there woman? chii_the_silent_one: oi... cutienomore: Just an angry b*h. chii_the_silent_one: you are ^^ cutienomore: -_- cutienomore: n_n chii_the_silent_one: question, do you think I can somehow borrow DDR over that 3 weeks?? cutienomore: , , , chii_the_silent_one: if possible... chii_the_silent_one: >> I want to play so badly... cutienomore: Not Henry's Extreme, unless you wanna see Kira's 'ugly' face again chii_the_silent_one: Some people got me obsessed... chii_the_silent_one: Kira's ugly face?? cutienomore: or mine, unless you want to try coercing my mother into it. cutienomore: Kira=Hikari's not boyfriend since middle school. e_e cutienomore: It's his nickname cutienomore: didn't you know? cutienomore: Stupid question-or course not! cutienomore: -_- cutienomore: But yeah... Kira is Kira. cutienomore: And I have some quick figuring to do. I can't be wasteful with these CDs like my damned brother was... chii_the_silent_one: ... chii_the_silent_one: huh? cutienomore: -_-Fugging.... burning cds for friends for like sixty cents... cutienomore: and then spending what little money he made off of it on ice cream. then a video game... -_- cutienomore: Shooot... chii_the_silent_one: ?? cutienomore: I'm down to my last burnable cds cutienomore: I now have a discman I'm borrowing from my grandpa cutienomore: but I don't have any cds, so to speak cutienomore: I have my cds, but you know how I am cutienomore: if I can burn a copy of them, I will not take my actual cds out anywhere chii_the_silent_one: more the reason to come over ^^ cutienomore: keep them safe at home if I can burn a copy of them that can get as scratched up as possible chii_the_silent_one: I'll give and even burn for you ^^ cutienomore: Chii chan, I leave in less than THREE DAYS.And all of them, my parents are working, minus the day I leave. cutienomore: Which is a very tempting offer, Chii. gonk cutienomore: but I doubt I can talk my mom into taking me to your house just to burn cds and lend you two games. . . chii_the_silent_one: aww cutienomore: she's usually not for me and my brother lending stuff out cutienomore: because we tend to get things either chii_the_silent_one: and get something else cutienomore: lost or broken fast that way cutienomore: even though I trust you entirely. O_O cutienomore: But like Steve... cutienomore: He broke my Ocarina... AGAIN! T___T chii_the_silent_one: ... chii_the_silent_one: wha?! cutienomore: Yes, I remember that. chii_the_silent_one: AGAIN?? cutienomore: He promised to reimburse me chii_the_silent_one: he did once cutienomore: but he never did. -_- chii_the_silent_one: at bowling cutienomore: I mean, he broke it again cutienomore: because it had been broken before chii_the_silent_one: oh cutienomore: and put together again chii_the_silent_one: then it was that time cutienomore: but then he goes and breaks it a second time chii_the_silent_one: ouch chii_the_silent_one: we know cutienomore: He said he still had the pieces, but I didn't see that shards. chii_the_silent_one: we saw cutienomore: -__- chii_the_silent_one: we were there (inu-chan, sera, hikari, and me) cutienomore: >___< cutienomore: I'm going to get so bored... cutienomore: I have the one cd burned now cutienomore: and I'm going to burn copies of all the Utada albums I have (three) chii_the_silent_one: aside from getting your cd burn and bring me some entertain because you are a good friend... you get your ponto back!! cutienomore: plus the L'arc one cutienomore: Poncho... XDDD chii_the_silent_one: I can do Distance and Deep River already cutienomore: I had almost forgotten that. XD chii_the_silent_one: ... cutienomore: ALMOST!! O___O;;; chii_the_silent_one: mew_sorceress: and get something else cutienomore: XD cutienomore: The sooner I can get my st together cutienomore: the less I can worry about this crap. . . cutienomore: but I'm still having funky nightmares due to the anxiety of leaving cutienomore: It hadn't sunk in before at all chii_the_silent_one: ... cutienomore: now that the stupid date of departure is not three days away, it's become a fugging reality... and so, you could say I'm on a reality trip... cutienomore: and it's scaring the living daylights out of me... chii_the_silent_one: ouch chii_the_silent_one: why? chii_the_silent_one: scared of planes? cutienomore: Oh no... cutienomore: Not even my first time on a plane was I really scared. cutienomore: I had thought of it as simply a large, flying bus... cutienomore: Like the Magic School Bus. ^__^ chii_the_silent_one: crying come over come over!! I don't care how early!! cutienomore: What's scaring me... chii_the_silent_one: ........ no comment on MSB cutienomore: On MSB: XDDD cutienomore: I thought so. XDDD chii_the_silent_one: (that despressed) chii_the_silent_one: and anyways chii_the_silent_one: scared of?? chii_the_silent_one: what? cutienomore: But what's scaring me is that... it'll be the first time I've ridden a plane without my mom right there to be the truly observant one, telling me what to do and what not to do cutienomore: and that I hardly know most of my fellow Ambassadors, and still don't feel very terribly comfortable around most of them cutienomore: even though they have caught huge glimpses of me on hyper drive. XD cutienomore: They're scared of me now. ;~; cutienomore: Which isn't a surprise or anything >.>; chii_the_silent_one: duh cutienomore: But, you know... it makes me feel like I can't be honest about myself in their presense cutienomore: like I can be with you, Hikari, Kira, The Captain, Ninja, Sera, Not Shadow, Kita, The Brain, etc.... chii_the_silent_one: That's alright... someday, if not three days from now... you would have to face many things alone once your mom is... WHICH IS NOWHERE CLOSE IN THE NEARBY FUTURE!! cutienomore: WHICH IS IN THE NEXT THREE DAYS!! DX chii_the_silent_one: you are normal to us ^^ chii_the_silent_one: we love you!! for we are all crazy... i think i need a leash cutienomore: Goz, and when she dies. . .. cutienomore: already crying chii_the_silent_one: aww chii_the_silent_one: im sorry cutienomore: dries her tears cutienomore: It's okay. chii_the_silent_one: i didnt mean to.... cutienomore: I made one of my art projects on that, actually cutienomore: I think you saw it... cutienomore: I called it Inevitable. chii_the_silent_one: i just that honest about death... it happens to everywhere chii_the_silent_one: but some would rather not talk about it chii_the_silent_one: yes, i know chii_the_silent_one: it was your mom and you cutienomore: The one with the two girls, one sort of clasping onto the older woman. cutienomore: Yeah... chii_the_silent_one: yes cutienomore: See... I have maybe, two or three top fears... chii_the_silent_one: I can tell its you and I figure the other was your mom from the words cutienomore: and the top fear is the most ridiculous of all, because it's my fear of the inevitable death of my own mother. cutienomore: n__n chii_the_silent_one: i have plenty of fear, none can be normal from others pov chii_the_silent_one: POV cutienomore: I have a lot of fears too. Silly ones, by many standards. cutienomore: But the three fears I mentioned... are serious fears, for me. cutienomore: It's really mostly two. chii_the_silent_one: top- dying before reading every manga to my desire/ not able to finish those i have started (for some reason, it ain't my mother's death) cutienomore: XD cutienomore: I think you're somehow desensitized to anyone's death chii_the_silent_one: second- my other self... she loves pain cutienomore: we face that every day. XD chii_the_silent_one: HUH? chii_the_silent_one: desenskjtlksjflksjdfkjslkdjf?? cutienomore: Desensitized... cutienomore: it's a little hard to explain, but here goes... cutienomore: it's like... you've grown numb. cutienomore: That's the closest and best way of explaining it' chii_the_silent_one: third- dying before finding true love and **** him/her cutienomore: When you've become desensitized to something, it means it doesn't matter much to you anymore... you don't care... you're indifferent, if anything. cutienomore: XD chii_the_silent_one: fouth- men... chii_the_silent_one: fifth- mother's death cutienomore: Although I can see how that third one is worth caring about. . . cutienomore: Ah... chii_the_silent_one: somewhere along the lines of thousands of millions would be my father's death chii_the_silent_one: or billions cutienomore: At least mommy dying is there somewhere. n_n cutienomore: XD cutienomore: But you do care about your dad at least a little, if you know it's there somwhere chii_the_silent_one: of course cutienomore: somewhere. n_n cutienomore: Huh?? chii_the_silent_one: but I wish for her to wait until I can actually take care of myself... for she does close to under the age of 18 or 21... I will cave in and my life would be a waste for it's ruined chii_the_silent_one: (of course- mother's death comment) cutienomore: u__u cutienomore: Same here. cutienomore: Although, even afterward the age where I can take care of myself, or after the time I'm doing very well for myself... cutienomore: I'm always going to be worried about my mom. . . and that I won't be there enough for her cutienomore: and I always want her to know I love her so much.. . but it's hard. . . chii_the_silent_one: I would be sad, however, I believe I would mature and think of many things to get myself out cutienomore: and if she died before then, it would be worse... chii_the_silent_one: I know what you mean chii_the_silent_one: MINE WOULD BE WORSE cutienomore: she would probably not admit it, but she's been guarding my brother and me from Carlos... chii_the_silent_one: I THINK I WILL HARM THOSE AROUND ME BEFORE TARGETING MYSELF!!! cutienomore: After that, in a sense, we have my family, but she's probably signed us over to him. . . cutienomore: And then I might never see my family again. . . chii_the_silent_one: Carlos?? guarding from him?? cutienomore: and for all I know, Carlos, b**d that he is, is going to find a way to blame my own mother's death on me chii_the_silent_one: Oo;; chii_the_silent_one: wtf? cutienomore: and, feeling bad as it is, I'll likely believe it.. ;~; T____T DDDX cutienomore: crying pretty hard* chii_the_silent_one: no crying, please!! makes her feel helpless as her friend cries cutienomore: I mean- whose salary do you think is paying for this stupid place??? chii_the_silent_one: mom cutienomore: It's all mom! chii_the_silent_one: but guarding from what? cutienomore: She's out there, working her a off so we have food to eat, if any, and a ceiling and walls, and a place to be warm and safe, if not from Carlos cutienomore: You already know he's a complete a cutienomore: he's fugging hit me twice, and threatened to hit me many more times than that chii_the_silent_one: Oo chii_the_silent_one: HE DID cutienomore: and if it hadn't been for mom either telling him off, telling him to calm down, or trying to speak up for me chii_the_silent_one: WTF!! chii_the_silent_one: what can you do to piss him off? cutienomore: he probably would have gone on being a complete dk cutienomore: One time, he wasn't happy with the way I'd washed the lid of a pan cutienomore: and he freaking threw it at me. cutienomore: b*d was lucky he missed chii_the_silent_one: you are like an "angel" to me (only im the worse you guys can meet) chii_the_silent_one: lid of pan... such a petty thing chii_the_silent_one: Oo;; my mom threw clothes hanger at me... bullseye cutienomore: I'm sorry, but I don't think I would have handled getting a lid thrown at me just because I didn't wash it right... but suing over something as petty is petty in itself... cutienomore: however, getting a lid thrown at me period is stupid in itself. cutienomore: that he threw it just proves he's a dumbass and a jerk already, though cutienomore: I would have told my mom straight up that I wanted to LEAVE. chii_the_silent_one: i'm sorry, but his logical doesnt make sense at ALL cutienomore: No "I don't want to be here anymore" crap that I've been giving her. cutienomore: I WANT OUT. cutienomore: >_< cutienomore: I can't remember why he hit me the first time... or the second time. He hit me on the hand, on the arm. . . cutienomore: But I hate him. cutienomore: I swear to you he goes out of his way to make me feel bad about myself, which he ends up negating in other ways completely cutienomore: Because he says the most incensing things!! chii_the_silent_one: stupid son-of-a-bh... and he's not even your real dad... for me, if a step slaps me/ harm me in any way... I fight back baby and it's WAR time!! I will do everything in my power to make your life with me a living hell that you would want a divorce or kill me... but, then again, i would be the first one to do the killing cutienomore: One time, I was washing something, and the bottom of the cup straight up fell out. O_O chii_the_silent_one: knifes, Chii loves fonds with her knife, which she wants a dagger* cutienomore: I am not lying. . . chii_the_silent_one: Oo;; cutienomore: I like knives too. I wash them. O_O chii_the_silent_one: fell out.... cutienomore: I'm not kidding!! cutienomore: It's one of those glass cups with heavy bottoms, because of how they're made... chii_the_silent_one: ... chii_the_silent_one: and he threw it at you too -_-'' cutienomore: I don't know how! It just... FELL OUT! chii_the_silent_one: it better miss cutienomore: I tried to get both pieces in the trash, but in the process cutienomore: I cut the skin between my thumb and index finger cutienomore: as an artist, you should know that skin is very sensitive as it is. Oo; cutienomore: I went to the bathroom to wash the cut, but the blood kept coming out! chii_the_silent_one: OH NO cutienomore: I freaked out... I went to my mom and chii_the_silent_one: OO cutienomore: I asked her to wrap it with something because it not only hurt like a b*h, but the blood just wouldn't stop flowing !>_< cutienomore: So she got out the first aid kit and rummaged around chii_the_silent_one: and..... cutienomore: She pulled out some gauze... two pieces of gause, then taped it to my hand because she couldn't figure out how to use the band wraps. cutienomore: I still wasn't done with the dishes because of that stupid cup's random decision to just break itself while I was washing it. cutienomore: I was already feeling very emotional- you know, I'm sure, that I can be a drama queen and a cry baby because I am... cutienomore: but I went back to the kitchen table where my mom and Carlos were cutienomore: and he sounded angry cutienomore: and said something to my mom like chii_the_silent_one: angry...... cutienomore: "You know she just cut herself so she wouldn't have to do the dishes." chii_the_silent_one: wtf... chii_the_silent_one: Oo;; cutienomore: >____< chii_the_silent_one: WTF!!!!!!!! cutienomore: I started to cry and said chii_the_silent_one: WHO THE **** WANTS TO CUT THEMSELVES cutienomore: "If I died, he'd blame me for it and be mad because of the expense of my funeral!" cutienomore: And left quickly to go and slam the door as I went into their vacant room chii_the_silent_one: AND BESIDES I WOULD RATHER WASH THE DISHES THAN BLOODY HAND THAT WILL BECOME MY TICKET TO FOOD AND SHELTER AND OTHER PERSONAL NEEDS!! AND WHY THE HELL WOULD I WANT A SCAR chii_the_silent_one: THEY ARE UGLY AND ITS **** PAINFUL!! cutienomore: My mom reprimanded Carlos for a bit and they argued while I cried in her room, pissed off and upset and in pain, and just.... >< UGH!! chii_the_silent_one: oh yeah, I cut myself on purpose.... -_-;; chii_the_silent_one: **** common sense is **** up more than inu chan chii_the_silent_one: 's cutienomore: I told you- he can't hold an argument to save his life! cutienomore: He always ends our arguments with "Shut the ****** up! You're stupid! Shut up! You're stupid!" chii_the_silent_one: I know how you feel whenever my mom gets mad and starts bullshitting chii_the_silent_one: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA chii_the_silent_one: OMG HAHAHHAHAHA chii_the_silent_one: sorry...................... cutienomore: Even when I make more sense than he does chii_the_silent_one: burst out laughing again cutienomore: it has to be his way or the highway cutienomore: and honestly, at the rate we're going cutienomore: I'm going to choose the goddamned highway sooner or later cutienomore: mostly because I'll have to cutienomore: but I'll feel bad leaving my mom with him cutienomore: I don't like him! cutienomore: I have this stupid fear that she's not safe with him cutienomore: even though they love each other very much cutienomore: Supposedly. >_> cutienomore: e_e cutienomore: I don't know why she loves him. . . chii_the_silent_one: ... cutienomore: Or, I guess, why he loves her. cutienomore: I know why I love her. chii_the_silent_one: love each other.... chii_the_silent_one: >.> cutienomore: She's my mom, yes, but she means so much to me. . . chii_the_silent_one: my god chii_the_silent_one: i dont understand how they can...................... chii_the_silent_one: they can............... cutienomore: Neither do I!!! cutienomore: GOZ, SOMEBODY UNDERSTANDS ME!! chii_the_silent_one: no one will understand you cutienomore: hug chii_the_silent_one: happily hugs back cutienomore: At this point, you understand me. n__n chii_the_silent_one: and willingly too ^^ cutienomore: n_______n Thaaank youuuu.... n____n chii_the_silent_one: ^^;; yeah, however, it seems you are much deeper than I am cutienomore: I'm much deeper than you are? cutienomore: O_o; cutienomore: Like how? chii_the_silent_one: in pain cutienomore: Nah.... he just really pisses me off... cutienomore: and all these things I'm worried about chii_the_silent_one: i only have my mom, who doesnt really do it as often as him (sounds like he does it everyday) cutienomore: that I probably shouldn't be worried about cutienomore: Ohhh, yes he does. -_- chii_the_silent_one: as a "parent" he's suppose to supportive cutienomore: Arguments.... complaints. . . cutienomore: Always yelling at my brother and me, sometimes about completely useless st, and other times for valid reasons, but he doesn't have to yell cutienomore: He just needs to. For himself, you know. cutienomore: -____- chii_the_silent_one: like me sometimes >>;; chii_the_silent_one: however, just yelling... chii_the_silent_one: useless would be the height thing cutienomore: but you usually yell if not for valid reasons, then, in a sense, for joking around cutienomore: and you're not trying to piss us off on purpose cutienomore: like I could swear he is... cause he's certainly doing it. -_- cutienomore: Fugging... cutienomore: one time, he told me... cutienomore: "Gone all that time... just trying to get out of your chores, bh..." chii_the_silent_one: ... joking yes ^^ chii_the_silent_one: no chii_the_silent_one: (on the pissing off thing... answering them as i read) cutienomore: And I was like " Yeah, mom paid all that money so that I wouldn't have to do my chores for twenty one days or so. e_e" chii_the_silent_one: he calls you....... chii_the_silent_one: a bh? that bh!!! cutienomore: He said it in spanish chii_the_silent_one: oh chii_the_silent_one: stil!! cutienomore: There's no exact translation for 'cabrona chii_the_silent_one: still!! chii_the_silent_one: well, close enough cutienomore: It's sort of like... you bh... or not that... damned girl... no... hateful girl... chii_the_silent_one: gone for the three week thing? cutienomore: a cabron/cabrona is a generally hateful person... chii_the_silent_one: it's okay, same thing with chinese cutienomore: sometimes people use it in jest, for playing around chii_the_silent_one: no exact translation cutienomore: Oooh, really? Which word? chii_the_silent_one: just words that insults others cutienomore: But if you're going to call your girlfriend a cabrona or your boyfriend a cabron cutienomore: you'd better be damned close to them to use it in jest. O_O chii_the_silent_one: like the word st can fit in three different words/phrase cutienomore: XD cutienomore: XD cutienomore: three different words or phrases.... XDD chii_the_silent_one: mew_sorceress: gone for the three week thing? (was he referring to that?) cutienomore: Yeah chii_the_silent_one: and i dont exactly have chores cutienomore: The ambassadorial trip to Spain, Italy, and France. chii_the_silent_one: its either my mom does it or me... mostly mom cutienomore: I have to wash dishes. n_n;; chii_the_silent_one: knowing i would never unless she buys me book, which she wont cutienomore: XD cutienomore: Unless she buys you book? chii_the_silent_one: i ask sometimes cutienomore: Sorry, but it sounded really cute worded that way. n_n cutienomore: I can ask my mom all I want. O_O cutienomore: She ain't buying me no books. O_O;;; cutienomore: The few times she takes me to buy manga cutienomore: she's usually dong something else in the meanwhile cutienomore: or it's my own money chii_the_silent_one: and dishes... let's just say, if either one of us is mad... they get broken more easily and for the part... good thing my mom is a kitchen hardware freak chii_the_silent_one: plates really precious to her chii_the_silent_one: !! chii_the_silent_one: my own momey also, she gives money chii_the_silent_one: instead cutienomore: and the only times she's taken me to buy a book voluntarily, though she's kicking herself for it later, is when a Harry Potter book is coming out, and I want to go to the midnight sale. XD cutienomore: I'm going to miss that this year. u_u; chii_the_silent_one: ... chii_the_silent_one: comes out in a few days chii_the_silent_one: ^^ cutienomore: Because it let's out like the sixteenth or fifteenth or something, right? cutienomore: I'll be... ch... LONG gone by then... I'll have arrived in Spain... >_< cutienomore: And we'll start straight off, too... chii_the_silent_one: don't worry... chii_the_silent_one: it will be on sale after a year XD cutienomore: XD chii_the_silent_one: being mean again OH I LOVE MYSELF!!! cutienomore: That's the stupid thing... I'll want to read it as soon as it comes out. chii_the_silent_one: i dont chii_the_silent_one: for i dont want to get it cutienomore: and I seriously doubt that, of the money I'll have left over, my mom will let me use it to buy a couple books chii_the_silent_one: its a waste of space on bookshelf chii_the_silent_one: i got the 5th one that's why... read it like...ONLY ONCE cutienomore: she says that if Ihave ANY money left over at all, she's taking it immediately. O_o; cutienomore: Yeah, seriously cutienomore: WAY too many pages! cutienomore: XD chii_the_silent_one: ^^ chii_the_silent_one: not a bookworm, unless its manga cutienomore: I heard that this latest one goes 1000+ pages./ cutienomore: XD cutienomore: I'm a bookworm. cutienomore: It was my nickname at the EPA library, too. cutienomore: One lady dubbed me that cutienomore: and soon, the other librarians recognized me as their bookworm cutienomore: although they didn't call me that. cutienomore: I felt a little odd after feeling sad and happy when I heard that one of the regular librarians there cutienomore: had gone off to New York to be a writer. n_n cutienomore: I was happy, and I was sad. Happy that he got to go for his dream, and sad that I wouldn't get to see him again, as I feel for some of the EPA librarians now cutienomore: and I haven't seen two particular librarians in a while... I wonder if they quit or were fired, which would suck... in a sense... chii_the_silent_one: ... cutienomore: I miss those two, though I never knew their names.. . chii_the_silent_one: oh chii_the_silent_one: transfer cutienomore: And about hearing about that one guy librarian cutienomore: I felt weird afterwards about it cutienomore: because. . . cutienomore: Suddely, I forgert ^^; cutienomore: But... it was weird to think... I feel sad about a near stranger leaving virtually forever... chii_the_silent_one: ... cutienomore: I am pretty sure, though, that I asked the librarian there to tell me when his book came out and if they got it, to tell me they had it so I can see what writing skill this guy was hoarding from us. n_n cutienomore: Although they've probably forgotten already.. cutienomore: i don't even remember his name... I only heard it once, from the librarian who had told me he was gone. cutienomore: I think it was Michael... cutienomore: Not sure about the name, though. I still essentially remember what he looked like, though. n_n chii_the_silent_one: ... cutienomore: So if when I'm older, and I find the book by chance and read it, and see his picture on the back, I can be like... chii_the_silent_one: brb chii_the_silent_one: "hey, i know him" right? cutienomore: " . . . Hard to believe this guy helped me check out my books at a library in a reputedly dangerous city...": cutienomore: XD cutienomore: And to my future children, I can act silly and embarass them with "I KNOW HIM! I KNOW HIM!" cutienomore: even though I already knew the book title and the guy's name before hand. cutienomore: Just do it to see them turn their heads and be like "I don't know this strange lady... get her out of her, PLEASE." chii_the_silent_one: BRB cutienomore: XD Sakura Moonflower · Mon Jul 11, 2005 @ 09:17am · 1 Comments


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	@_ @;; Give me a bit and I'll read all that. Just might take a while. o .o Offline Amitzah · Community Member · Wed Jul 13, 2005 @ 12:42am

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[i:5bac619677]"Because the world needs more wtfness..."-Frozen Lioness[/i:5bac619677]
shad0wcurse (12:25:45 AM): you screw yourself more than i nail you.. ((Self crucifixion-for the win!))

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