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I feel calm and carefree!!!!! I wish I was like everyday!!! Except.....I'm missing something to my feelings right now...
Standing on top of a rock. The ocean spread out, hitting the big rock and splashing all over!!! A perfect breeze ruffling through my hair as it flies gracefully behind me!! The clouds are big and they roam the sky slowly....and carefree!!
A nice sunny day! As the sunlight hits your skin, it feels like a calm warming sensation....
AH! That would be paradise!!
It feels like my soul is at a nice comforting place...
I feel so warm and calm inside and it's not because of the hot cocoa that I'm drinking.
It's just something....I don't really know what it is!
But I've been feeling this way ever since last night and I actually got a decent sleep for the first time since 4 years!!!
I feel like taking a walk now! I could tell that it would feel good outside. Even though it may be a little cold, I'm sure that the wind would feel good as it touches my skin....
I could picture it.....
The grass is tall and green. Big trees spreading out throughout the grassy field. The warm sun, the perfect breeze, sleeping under the big shady tree as some of the sunlight go through some of the leaves and flashes onto you.
Wouldn't that be great!? It would be a real paradise for me!
I guess I have a whole lot of calming and good imaginations when I feel like this!!
I don't want this feeling to never end....
Eh heh!! Farewell for now Everyone!!! wink