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Just as long as you don't go

I hate this,
I hate how much I need to care about you,
to care for you,
I hate how I let my feelings get the better of me,
I wasn't so god damn weak,
I wouldn't have the marks I see before me on my arm,
If you weren't the best thing that's ever happened to me,
I wouldn't be crying right now,
but you are the best thing that's happened to me,
and I don't regret meeting you,
I don't regret all the things I've said to you,
unless they were out of line,
if I ever did anything to hurt you in anyway,
I'm sorry,
and I'll punish myself for doing anything like that,
because I love you,
I never want to live without you,
if you died,
I would die to,
without sparing a minute in between,
so don't leave me,
I can't stand the thought of never hearing from you again,
so please don't go,
I can live with these stupid feelings,
just as long as you don't go.