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i was talking to andrew again last night.... its funny. ALWAYS when im about to forgive logan and ask to be his friend again, something like this happens. apparently, when adrew slept over, logan said i was a psycho (well, yes, but there was a good reason for that), and i was prude as hell. well, jeebus i guess i must seem prude as hell if ELIZABETH is the basis for COMPAIRISON!!!!!!!!!!! anyway, those i already knew from ed. and crystal. the new one was: "when she told me that i was her first kiss, i shouldve pulled out right then" which promped tears, which andrew had to listen to for 10 minutes..... he shouldve though... but he didnt. he held on for 4 ******** months. i kept asking andrew why that wouldve made any difference that he was my first kiss because i didnt get it, it was a guy thing and i was a girl, but andrew said it wouldnt have made any difference if it was him, just htat logan was like that....

....that he doesnt go out with girls that he likes, only to do s**t with them.



...feel so ******** used...