Wow I have not written in my journal for a while... Well now it's time to start again thank David kaye my computer is working again. Lately I have been confused on so many things, I don't know who or what I am now, I don't know whether or not my friends like or hate me. I have been sensing some negative vibes and I want to act nicer to them but they all seem so odd and outrageous. I wish I could be as happy and as carefree as all of them are but I doubt I can, no matter how hard I try or what I do I am always confused about myself and my emotions... Well that being said I still want to learn who or what I am, I know what I am pysically but mentally my mind doesn't want to be like everyone elses, I am the outcast of the outcasts probably meant to be a loner for life, I hope that is not true. Well I got to go now and type some mondo coolio posts, later. heart evil
Shielsia · Tue Jun 21, 2005 @ 01:56pm · 1 Comments |