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i feel like crap, and that's an understatement...mom's getting rid of Odie. if we don't find a new home for him or if there's something wrong with him, then we'll have to put him to sleep. *smiles sadly* i don't think the idea's quite gotten through my head that either way i'm never going to see him again. it isn't fair though... *feels tears* i feel like i've lost too much already! *tears roll down her cheeks* why is this happening to me?! *punches the floor multiple times, making a fist with her right hand* why, why, why, why?! *stops, her knuckle bloody and her body trembling from crying* i only have one reason that's keeping me alive, and it's still hard to get through this. it's so damn hard to put on a cheerful front! *cries some more, hugging her knees to her chest* all i want is to be held and comforted by someone other than my mom...i want to be in my beloved's tender, gentle embrace, to know that everything will be alright...
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