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The Pain Of Seperation
~ As I Lay Dying

How can I bear this any longer
Take me away
Arms stretched out only to hold separation
Take me away
Take me away
Take me away
Take me away

I'm dying inside, emptied before you
Take me into your arms

I will fight until the day when I will see you
Sight given to these blind eyes

When will I
be taken from this life
take what is yours
You deserve more than my life
You deserve more than my life

Take me Away!
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I love you more than anything in the world. Why denie me that love?
I'm miserable, crying constantly, dreaming of you every night, waking
up just to lie in bed for hours missing you. I have never had a heartache
like this before. I would do anything just to hold your hand, rub your neck,
or even just to kiss your cheeck. Am I vile to you? I see that you need time
to get things straight, but the message of waiting this long..... Something
could happen to us. Are just trying to let me down easily? Is this just
another polite rejection? You say no repeatedly, but your actions and
words contradict you. I question, not because I dont trust you, because
you're the only one I can trust, even after you broke my heart, but becuase
what you say and do make me feel like there's no love anymore. Please,
if you're reading this, give me your thoughts. Don't give me silence, because
that makes me suffer. I loved you more than anything in the world, and as
of right now, my dream over anything in the world, my greatest hope, my
one true goal, is to be with you again...... emo