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Empty Inside
~All That Remains


I can't show pain long for the days
When I am free to feel
Don't wan to lose everything
Just want to feel again
My heart would burst from you
If that would make things right

I don't feel anything
Outside the pain you bring
Starting over doesn't look so bad this time

I am not empty inside
Though I long to make this right
Emotions still touch me
Still I can't feel a thing
Like ghosts that melt into fog
And leave me cold

Only shadows and impressions
Are left for me to hold
My heart would burst for you if
That would make you whole

Six string slaughter

[Solo]

I am not empty inside
Though I long to make this right....

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The song covers it completely. I just feel like I've ruined
everything I've spent over 5 months to create. A bond that
I hoped would last forever. First I questioned it, but then
I scorned my foolishness and moved on. Though, in my
perilous confusion, I made her very upset. Now she questions it.
It tears away at me and eats my insides.
Can I acomplish anything?
Can I ever have love?
Am I destined to be a pawn to make other feel signifigant?
I don't know what to think anymore.... I just want to weep.
I sit alone playing guitar for hours on end. The music is the
only thing that keeps me sane, though it brings tears to my eyes.
I just want to make things right and live without such torment.
Because, now I'm not so sure that My presence helps her any
longer. Now this darkened heart consumes me......