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My rants, ramblings, and other things
For one, this will most likely be updated only once in a great while. I like anime, and I can draw somewhat good in that style. I like to RP and play piano, any other things or questions, then ask me.
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-headbang @ desk x 100-
Yes, it's the second day after the Harry Potter party and I'm STILL beating myself up about the fact that I did not ONCE talk to the guy I liked, whose name is Andrew.. The situation is...odd though. I mean, I haven't seen him in two years, then I come to think back and realize, "hey, I think I have a crush on him" so...it's all so confusing. Although, I think I actually had a crush on him 2 years ago in summer school Act Your Age class when we did "Midsummer Night's Dream." Around that time I guess you could say I had a 'fling' with someone, named Mark, in my obliviousness and naivity, I hadn't seen him for who he really was. -shakes her head-
Anywho...Funny thing is, Andrew had been the Fairy King, Oberon, and I was Titania, the Fairy Queen. I had previously been in another play with him for the same summer class. I don't know...I think the crush had started then. Either way....Two years ago was when the 6th Harry Potter book came out, seen him there, tried to talk. I think I got his email...and there was this annoying little twit girl there. Two years later, present day, [although 2 days ago this time] the same annoying little twit is hanging out with him. I think they were friends...and my friend Sig had talked to the girl sometime that night. Guess she likes him too.
She was hanging around him all night this time too. Guess....when it comes down to it, I'm just a really big chicken. Now that I think about it, I think I definitely had liked him because I don't think I would get so jittery or nervous about talking to just ONE guy that it would make me sick...which it had. Luckily it didn't get too bad.
This was my one chance to find more about someone I liked, such as possibly a last name, phone number..ANYTHING! All I know is what he looks like and his first name....not much to go out and try and find him myself....
Completely blew my chance...>__<
And now the apathy is striking again, only this time I am keeping myself occupied by reading sappy, romantic and dramatic fanfiction.
 MilleniaTetsuren · Mon Jul 23, 2007 @ 04:27am · 0 Comments |
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