Dieing For a Cheat
Loved me like you did,
Called me love, called me sweet.
But won't hate me for this,
For I have been beat.
Bruises, black and blue,
Go all up my back.
My eyes leak tears;
I cry for what I lack.
Watch me as I fall,
Collapsing to the ground.
I have lost my love,
While yours has been found.
I shake my head,
Stand up straight.
I look out the window;
You're leaving through the gate.
I smile as I watch you,
Hate what I've become.
Lovely lady I have been,
I think as I hum.
I walk over to the dresser-
On it sits a knife.
The blade glints up at me,
Eager to take a life.
I'll grant it's wish,
Oh, yes, I will.
It will be the murderer;
I will be its kill.
I raise the dagger
To my wrists.
Pushing it down,
I clench my fists.
The pain hurts,
I feel the drips.
As I collapse,
My bloodied dress rips.
I smile as my eyes close;
You won't know I've gone.
The life in me is draining;
I know it won't be long.
The darkness comes closer.
The sky closes in.
Watch as I leave,
Embracing the sin.
The black is nearly blinding;
I give myself a shove.
Right before I die, I think,
See you in hell, my love.
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It's not that I cut myself or I'm think about killing myself,
but I surely do remember my "emo" days.
All those days I spent crying in 3rd hour and lunch...
It was stupid.