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All the people in the world,
surround me like a cloud of happy,
but me,
I am not happy,
I am not even alive,
the people around me have life,
love,
everything they could ask for,
I don’t,
I have nothing,
I don’t even have a breath to breathe,
love isn’t even an option for me,
I will never find life or love,
it just can’t be done,
it sounds unfair,
and it is,
but I’ve learned fair isn’t even in existence when you are me,
everyone gets what they want and deserve,
I want it all,
but I apparently deserve nothing,
why am I here,
there can’t be a point to my being here,
the living belong here,
the loved belong here,
but I have neither life nor love,
I am here to fill in the spaces,
and only for that.