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Nothing is going good for me. All of my friends around me are having the best luck of they're lives while I'm stuck with horrible luck. Why am I cursed so? I try something but I end up failing every time. Every time I see one of my friends I have to put on a fake smile and act happy. I do not want any of my friends to feel or bear the same saddness I have. Noone knows of my sadness. alot of people look at me as the "happy one" but thats just because I fake it. I've tried to keep my chin up for these past weeks but the depression is just unbearable.