Wow I don't know what to do with him any more.. I really don't think I like him ,but when someone says something about him then I feel happy. It's like my head says "Stop! He's not worth it! Your way to smart and mature for him!",but then my heart screams, "He means the world to you!". My mom always said I was a smart girl so maybe for once I should follow my head.... I'm sorry but I cannot give my friends any advice when it comes to the people they like. I mean of course I'll try but I cannot say I'm 100% sure they should follow it. Well not yet anyways. They are my friends and I don't want to mess them up because I'm messed up my self. The reason I cannot sleep at night is because I think about my friends and think about all the things they have been put through. It just kills me. But when I get to school next year I can absolutely promise that I'm going to be 100% for my friends to help them to do things that need to be done for them. I'm going to change for the better. I can at least promise them that. This summer I'm going to try and figure out my problems and resolve them so I don't have this emotional blockage and not be able to help them. Also I'm not trying to make enemies with people, I am going to just start new with everyone. Including the people I dislike the most. My friends are some of the most amazing people I've ever met! Oh did I mention that I probably have a bone disease?
Thank for reading.
Jadira
 Random_wtbf_chick · Mon Jul 06, 2009 @ 05:05am · 0 Comments |
