Why is it that when u like someone, it suddenly gets so much harder to walk up to them? Why is it that you have to come up with what to say before hand or you'll just draw a blank? Why is it so hard for me to flirt with this one guy?!?
I practice in front of the mirror. I say it under my breathe. I come up with a million things to say to him, yet can barely manage to choke out a hello when he's actually there! I'm normally not a shy person!
One time, it got so acwardly quiet between us on the bus that I pretended to be asleep! It worked kinda well though, when the bus rounded a corner I got to pretend to fall against him. He brushed my hair out of my face and told the surrounding kids to be quiet, but come on! I would like to, for just once, talk to him and not feel stupid afterwards.
I'm pathetic. sweatdrop
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