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I had a dream last night that I would not want to forget. I was at something like the Renaissance Festival and I felt like I had been there many times before, looking for someone. Then I see this girl whom I have loved for a very long time.... she was with some of her friends as well. Anyway, somehow her and I are hanging out together and she is teaching me how to play some Chinese card game, but that wasn't the point. I was having so much fun just being with her.... but then she mumbled something to me that I didn't understand, so she repeated it... she said, "I wish you would go away/leave me alone." Even though it was just a dream it hurt me so bad.... to be rejected like that when all I was trying to do was be friends... but also secretly I love her.... I don't know why I want to remember this.... but I do :/