I have just realized that....
I don't know how to feel anymore.
You.
You drive me crazy.
what's so special about you anyway?
except... everything.
I don't want to say...
"I'm in love"
'cause..
what do I know about love?
I'm only a teenager for crying out loud!
Sometimes...
I wish I had never even met you.
'cause you make me feel this way...
and why?
it's been two months..
and I don't even know you that well.
and plus,
you don't even know me!
this isn't love... is it?
how could anyone possibly call this
"love"?
In my oppinion,
I don't think I should know what "love" is
at my age.
all I know is that...
LOVE
is a verb.
and to be loved,
the person you supposedly "love"
has to see you
for who you really are
and love you for who you are.
...
this makes so much sense to me
and in my current situation.
well.
I could just be too young to think of it...
but sometimes
I wonder
if it's even possible for a girl at my age
to feel that feeling
towards a person,
whom isn't related to her in any way,
and that person
to feel the same way
towards her....
[[I just wanted to vent out here for some reason. DON'T JUDGE ME. I'm only human, after all ...]]
