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life is a peice of cockshit |
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My dad's got cholesterol problems, problems with his immune system, and he USED to have MINOR MINOR blood cancer.
My mum has gone nuts and decided to go on a diet. She is easily stressed and is a neatfreak. She needs stress therapy, but won't admit it.
My little sister gets sick a lot. Colds, ear infections, whatever... it always get her. And she doesn't want it.
I am majorly stressed out, am uber-messy, at the bottom of the school food-chain, need therapy, am bi-polar, am obssessed with squeezing pimples becauseit hurts, am driven nuts by the fact that I hardly ver bleed or get sick.
My life layed out for ya. not that you care. I could go into more detailed stuff,but I can't bebothered. life has taught me that life sucks, so why make it better for other people?
 vampiress_kat · Sun Jun 05, 2005 @ 04:53am · 0 Comments |
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Sorry. I just like to occasionaly watch this Sci-fi tv series called 'Stargate: SG1', and the plot and dialogue is driving me mad. I mean seriously, this is an example of dialogue from the last season:
Daniel (Good dude, got some seriously kick-a** powers in last season, but is really supposed to be dead): You see? No, I could tell them you dan't have the eye of Ra, and they can beat you to a pulp now.
Evil Dood (ot slightly better powers tan daniel): They only don't attack because they are afraid.
Daniel: Or I can give you the Eye of Ra and they give you a head start.
Evil dood: Oh?
Daniel: But one condition. You don't hurt the people of (some place, name unpronouncable and unspellable). Ever.
Evil Dood: Deal.
I mean seriously, 1. it's obious the Evil Dood is lying,2. HOW ******** STUPID CAN YOU GET? and 3. I wrote that dialogue exactly to the letter. It makes no sence whatsoever. Anyone care to explain?
vampiress_kat · Fri Jun 03, 2005 @ 11:22am · 0 Comments |
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just some other random poem which i wrote... my favourite.
A fake smile and sad eyes
Is usually my disguise.
I hide away from the world,
In case my shell should unfurl.
I wear black, like dead of night,
Just so people might
Not see me and go away,
In case my heart was lead astray.
But lately, someone's been tearing at my wall
And I fear that it should fall.
One look from them, and I melt,
With a feeling I've, before, never felt
My heart goes into my throat,
And I feel like I could float.
I try to push this emotion down,
And constantly wear a frown.
I want to be emotionless again,
But now there is a stain,
On my record of "All humans I despise
Because everyone's full of lies."
I once again wish my heart was cut out,
Not only because of what's happening now,
But because of the people who give me mental wounds;
The man I love will find out all of this soon.
Because I don't know how long I can keep,
This love for them half-asleep.
You'll soon know all this to be true,
Because the person I'm in love with is you.
vampiress_kat · Wed Apr 20, 2005 @ 06:45am · 2 Comments |
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I am lost, I am nowhere.
Searching for escape is hopeless.
Light, light, that?s what I?m looking for.
This eternal blindness is a killer.
These trees are death itself.
No fruit grows on their gnarled and twisted branches.
An illusion of light reaches my eyes,
But I know it to be just that: an illusion.
The branches capture me,
Their leafless twigs strong against my tired arms.
I am still searching for a way out.
Death has many faces,
But always has black eyes.
Chaos exists in races,
She brings deceit and lies.
It is no use
To hide inside your house
Death will sometime find you,
Like a cat hunting for a mouse.
But Chaos will always find you first.
Before Death comes, she will play.
She will make you wish
You won?t live to see the day.
Tomorrow, someone?s face will pale,
Their eyes will turn blank.
Death will come get them,
And they shall join her ranks.
I love you,
But you don?t care.
When I?m sad,
No one?s there.
Rescue me,
I love you so!
Please don?t play,
Don?t toss and throw.
My heart is fragile,
Hurt and weak.
It is hard to be
Thought a freak.
So long has
My heart burned.
For care from you,
It has yearned.
I need someone
Sweet and kind.
Someone who
Can read my mind.
Who I can tell
My secret things
And to whom
I can cling.
I already
Know a man
Who all
Of these things can.
Though my heart
Is right now faint,
And will die
If broken again,
I?m willing
To take this one last chance,
And then, around me,
The flames of hell will dance.
Many think I?m evil,
But I?m just misunderstood.
My heart is shattered, broken.
Nothing in there bad or good.
As I fall in love,
And he doesn?t realise,
I wonder why he doesn?t see.
How blind are his eyes?
Or maybe he does know,
But does not really care.
After all, who cares about me?
It?s like I?m not even there.
I tell you now, don?t fall in love,
It hurts just too much.
For, though you think it?ll be pleasure,
You?ll cringe at its touch.
Once you go into its raging river,
You?ll never get out.
And no one will ever save you,
No matter how much you shout.
I know, my heart?s shattered,
And I can?t pick up the bits,
Without pricking my finger,
And falling into love?s bottomless pits.
COMMENT PPL! DON'T PM ME, COMMENT!!!!!
vampiress_kat · Sat Apr 09, 2005 @ 06:23am · 1 Comments |
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My perfect gaia guy looks like this: 
too bad he doesn't exist!
vampiress_kat · Mon Apr 04, 2005 @ 01:05am · 0 Comments |
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For the story of my life click here. Yep, welcome to my life by simple plan, I's the story of my life.
vampiress_kat · Thu Mar 24, 2005 @ 10:51pm · 0 Comments |
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i got sick on my favourite day- WEDNSDAY! we have all the kool teachers on wednsdays! (yes, i live in aussie, so it's tuesday in america.)
btw, yesterday was 8th of March here, and that's international women's day. at least i think it is. on my murphy's law calendar it's on the 8th, on my Harry Potter one it's the fifteenth. whatever. and my dad's b-day is on the 8th too! my dad got me a greenday CD- international superhits - for international women's day. we're celebrating his b-day on saturday tho.
vampiress_kat · Tue Mar 08, 2005 @ 10:04pm · 0 Comments |
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GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THOSE STUPID TAEKWONDO JUDGES ARE BAISED AND CAN'T USE COMPUTERS!!!!!!!!!! Ok, FIRST they misspelt my surname Filshtisrayd instead of Filshtinskaya. Second, i scored like FIVE ******** TIMES AND THEY DIDN'T COUNT IT! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! Third, THEY COUNTED THE TIMES SHE ******** HIT M E ON THE ARMS AND LEGS, WHICH IS SO ******** UNFAIR! SHE ONLY HIT ME ON THE CHEST THREE TIMES, YET SOMEHOW GOT SIX POINTS! THESE PPL ARE BAISED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
vampiress_kat · Sat Mar 05, 2005 @ 10:17pm · 0 Comments |
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ah crap. u shall rule the world.... |
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great. i have a crush on a family friend, plus this othere guy at school called cameron. i like cameron more that yuri (family frend guy) but i CANT GET HIM TO NOTICE ME DAMMIT!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrr, and ppl wonder y i'm annoyed all the time. plus i got my ******** monthlys the day b4 swim sports. stoopid body has the worst timing. well, enuf o my complaints. lets here urs!
vampiress_kat · Sat Feb 05, 2005 @ 05:10am · 0 Comments |
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