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i want to be someone's last call of the night
and his first thought in the morning...

i want those five-hour conversations that end in:
"no, you hang up first.."

i want to be the one whom he cant fall asleep
without my voice being the last he hears...

i want the heart-racing, palm-sweating,
wats-gonna-happne-next? moments...

i want the hugs that he never wants to let go of
and the stolen kisses that are always the sweetest...

i want to be the one he cant walk away from
knowing im mad at him...

i want to be the girl he's scared to lose...

the one he wouldnt know what to do without...

the girl whom he has repeatedly said to himself
and to other people:
"she's the one..."

but most importantly,
i want someone i can think of as mine and mine alone...

seven things that will destroy us according to Gandhi:

1.) Wealth without work

2.) Pleasure without conscience

3.) Knowledge without character

4.) Religion without sacrifice

5.) Politics without principle

6.) Science without humanity

7.) Business without ethics

n_n

waahhh!!! because i had have no rest starting last saturday up till now..i'm too weaK.. and im sick... i can feel it... my body hurts so much especially my feet.. and my head hurts so much... i feel so cold... and then hot... sigh.... hopefully, tomorrow i'll be okay... as usual my ate is still being a b***h. sigh... anyway, i'm too tired to type my sinulog 2007 experience.. so maybe tomorrow...

haha' well, i was supposed to write this kanina but i decided to study first and log in again after studying...

well, ice and i had a chat again and well as usual i was knocking some sense into her.. to the point of being brutal but hey that's what friends are for. n_n

anyway, i was so shocked kanina because we were supposed to be talking about ice until we talked about this filipino song by rocksteddy entitled: "lagi mu nalang akong dinededma"

and then i told her how weird the boys (my classmates/friends/barkada) have been lately... and she was teasing me about adrian but then i told her that adrian and i are friends period which is true. i dont understand why but some classmates of mine really had a crush on adrian during the first sem and they say that he's cute (heck even my twin sis says so!) but it took me 3 months to realize that when my twin told me after bringing her to my school and meeting my friends.

and it took a lot of minutes staring at him just to realize that lol he even told me during that time: "nganu ka kat?" lol and i told him: "karun ra ko ka realize adrian na cute diay ka" and to my other classmates i told them: "cute man diay si adrian nuh?" and they told me "yes" "na unsa ka ate?"
"na buang na si kat" hahaha lol

up till now i dont have a crush on him jud! hahaha' friends ra jud mi... lol.. same line i said to ice but there's more and its this: "maybe its because i was taken that time and up to now my jerk still has my heart but its over now things are in the end"...

for some seconds i was so shocked with what i said.. coz.. finally the truth came out why i feel so trash after the break-up... after he said he'll give up...

and she told me: "the curse of women"

hai... i told her im full of what if's... i gave her a reason why my ex and i broke up and she told me what i told her just minutes before

"you are selfish"

and i told her yes

"you thought he'd still come back" -again, same line i used

and i told her:

"yeah after i dumped him 4 times and broke up with him twice.. yeah i was hoping he'd still come back but he gave up..."

and she told me:

"i should not follow you diay mommy."

i told her, laughing to myself:

"yeah u should not follow me and you should learn from my mistake."

-----end----

well we did say goodbyes.. but that was the end of our topic... it was so weird coz she was knocking some sense to me... which was supposed to be my job...

so in conclusion, we're really true friends because we knock some sense into each other when needed... n_n

i so love yah ice!!! thanks for being there for me jed.

anyway, my entry ends here. rofl

midterms na pud and i dont feel like studying jed.. anyway, 9 pa btaw ako sched sa test tmrw so okie ra.. pwede ra ko mag-inungo run ngya dugay mata ugma...

hahai... nakaka-addict jed ang internet wui!!! hahaha

anyway, sol was at it again. haha' b**ch-ness niya! haha' wa gud na xa gi respeto apil sa teacher/proctor namu during exams gahapun kay oA man kau! hahaha' gaba!!! dah!!!

unsa gane toh sol?

"tarunga gud ninyo inyo line guys kay hiwi-ah wui"

hahahahahahahaha!!!

A Girl in CD Store
by: Author Unknown, Source Unknown

There was once a guy who suffered from
cancer... a cancer that can't be
treated. He was 18 years old and he
could die anytime. All his life, he
was stuck in his house being taken
cared by his mother. He never went
outside but he was sick of staying
home and wanted to go out for once. So
he asked his mother and she gave him
permission.
He walked down his block and found a
lot of stores. He passed a CD store
and looked through the front door for
a second as he walked. He stopped and
went back to look into the store. He
saw a young girl about his age and he
knew it was love at first sight. He
opened the door and walked in, not
looking at anything else but her. He
walked closer and closer until he was
finally at the front desk where she
sat.
She looked up and asked, "Can I help
you?"
She smiled and he thought it was the
most beautiful smile he has ever seen
before and wanted to kiss her right
there.
He said, "Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would
like to buy a CD."
He picked one out and gave her money
for it.
"Would you like me to wrap it for
you?" she asked, smiling her cute
smile again.
He nodded and she went to the back.
She came back with the wrapped CD and
gave it to him. He took it and walked
out of the store. He went home and
from then on, he went to that store
everyday and bought a CD, and she
wrapped it for him. He took the CD
home and put it in his closet. He was
still too shy to ask her out and he
really wanted to but he couldn't. His
mother found out about this and told
him to just ask her.
So the next day, he took all his
courage and went to the store. He
bought a CD like he did everyday and
once again she went to the back of the
store and came back with it wrapped.
He took it and when she wasn't
looking, he left his phone number on
the desk and ran out...
!!!RRRRRING!!!
The mother picked up the phone and
said, "Hello?"
It was the girl!!! She asked for the
boy and the mother started to cry and
said, "You don't know? He passed away
yesterday..."
The line was quiet except for the
cries of the boy's mother. Later in
the day. The mother went into the
boy's room because she wanted to
remember him. She thought she would
start by looking at his clothes. So
she opened the closet. She was face to
face with piles and piles and piles of
unopened CDs. She was surprised to
find all those CDs and she picked one
up and sat down on the bed and she
started to open one.
Inside, there was a CD and as she took
it out of the wrapper, out fell a
piece of paper. The mother picked it
up and started to read it.
It said: Hi... I think U R really
cute. Do u wanna go out with me? Love,
Jacelyn
The mother opened another CD...
Again there was a piece of paper. It
said: Hi... I think U R really cute.
Do u wanna go out with me? Love,
Jacelyn
Love is... when you've had a huge
fight but then decide to put aside
your egos, hold hands and say, "I Love
You"

wahahahahahaha!!!

sa way tulog na cge og tanaw aning salidaha na human na jud namu amung "kalbaryo"! hahahahaha' grabeh gud way tulganay, way kananay.. sus para makit-an lang si Chae-kyeong (janelle), Shin (gian), Hyo-rin (monique), og si Yool (troy) and the rest. hehehe...

the story was nice jud. for me its not just another "sitcom" or "koreanolvela" kay naa juy sense ang story as in. it didnt only talk about love between two people.. but family, friendship, love, respect, image, society, life.. and everything else. bahalag warag "from-rags-to-riches" or "ala cinderella" ang story basta i dont know pero nice jud ang story and mind you... there's only three stories nga korean jud ang akong na gustuhan.. n_n grabe man gud ko mu criticize... hehe...

anyhow, ang kalagot lang sa istorya nuh??? naka pa realize sa ako na grabe ka wild akong imagination! haha' warag ang family ni Chae-kyeong... hehehe...

hahai, basta wui....

magtuon sa kow...

unya....

hehehe...