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My soul is upon the mercy seat. Indeed, am I to be forgiven?
The LORD has heard my cry in times where I was blind.
Prayer for the helpless for situations out of my control.

It is not for I to interfere but intercede for them.
O LORD, you have given me wings and watch.
Withstanding, thy promise is my plea.
For much is our peace.

The helpless are those who are blinded true in darkness.
Who sought not a stance of compassion within.
Yet, of even the saddest as I to be an example, you shine a light.

To lift reminder, I hold their sin yet had lifted the burdens of darkness.
For my time, to speak more of peace shines a light in hope.
The corruptness of darkness can twist even the purest.
With a pause, and truth it revolts the evil.

But it cannot comprehend its non-corruption to only life deem such its way.
By choice to mercy, it of much has not brought me to fall.

Meaning, it is in mind of me yet holier is the man to God's forgiveness.
Wickedness generations could not see it. But my blind vision gives it rest.
It is not for those who commit treason and submit to darkness.
The captor is cruel in violence, but choice was of will for freedom.

That is your peace within those who do not such and have seen greater.
I shall not be zealous at your feet but rest with His name on my profile.

For it reminds me even if I have history on my head to joke in simple delight.
My belief is not perfection, nor is the kingdoms to the definition fallible of each.

You had sent wings to a sinner - a clutch of the cherubim. War without and war within. The relief of grief under those and crumbling men.

There was no grudge in my soul towards any in particular. In my life I saw no war. - Even if tormented in paranoia my head. Yet I was fearful of you for righteousness' sake.

At the hands of others, and myself to gambit, I saw blood and lives lost to a holy land and a land gather its senses to freedom. - That was the transgression of law and what is pure.

But in the end, the outcome is secure for your glory. Had the purity lost, the law would not be stable.

Your son to your blood of many died for my emotion to many more. Your mercy is our grace. Emotion manifested is dangerous unless stable.

Fashion me in your alchemy with more than brass and silence the devil's purgery. Even if some do not believe from long now to ago, have mercy on them.

It is not my story alone. What is truly loved is kept undeserved.

I believe.

So as many as I believe, they can have peace.
Knowing a LORD has love and compassion.
Even change for them, a new heart to mind.

They can rest some without fear and hold love.
Genuine.

As I cannot act it to express, I feel it.
Such a reason for that sake it is complete.

Elohim El Shaddai - LORD, you are a banner. More than such, I a sinner unworthy who holds your name, you spared me.

That name, Elohim from my youth, as a whole, spared my life from injury, law corrupt, and more, the rings who stole from us, war.

I idolize GOD and not the mankind. Knowing life would use plural, or that of a meaning. Though I am a monotheist.

Regardless, what is to be believed is lived the truth of life to represent it.
Not for me to know all and forsake but rather for me to know less and remember.
of each.

Can I rest knowing I am blinded?
Maybe it is meant to be.

Jesus who turned from me in sadness in a dream. - It never showed up again. Twice I was reminded, but your reward is for the youth and younger with that innocent. He was indeed a Son of the Trinity.

That door in my mind, was a gateway to heaven or hell.
I was not ready for that door. And life will conflict me to shadow and vice.

I said I would live life to the fullest. Therefore, who was I to be another story?

As I was blessed through a LORD's vision, give them a generation anew hope.

As that which was before me a preacher said, in memory of that friend to many more who cross my path and teach me despite world sicknesses to logical stance realization, and life.

As I thought of purity to my senses, I thought of genuine expression, even in my fear. It is not total chaos or desperation, but it is righteous somewhat to a cause.

GOD is love.