
I think I need to find a new church real real soon, because I don't believe that it is healthy for me to be this disatisfied. I'm disatisfied with the world, people, my life, myself. It's so bad that I'm finding things I hate in everyone, including people I call my friends, and the while I can't help hating myself. I'm sick of hearing myself complain. I complain about EVERYTHING, or at least think about it. I ask myself why we had to be created so imperfect, because it's just way more annoying that way. I want to rant about this more, but I'm too sleepy to think thoroughly, but I can't sleep because I'm frustrated and worried. What the ******** ever. Now I'm going to attempt to make my insomnia productive. What will be first...?
