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I see you crieing but no tears are showing

i see you weeping but there is no emotion

and yet i have a feeling that you cant tell a lie

but youve been lieing all along

there is now way to see the true you casue you havent been invented

love......as a friend once told me....is a mirage......but its not ...........i would rather go to the desert and look at a miraege insted of being in love.... beacause a mirage wont be a slow killling poisin.........love is..love will tear your heart in half and put it in a chest and hide that chest from humanity...










...and yet love is the greatest thing for something to feel its goods and bads counteract they tear themself apart.....an ocomony of good and evil and without one the other cant servive and good turns to evil and you are torn in half and end up on a mattris under a bridge eating nothing but topraman reading the back of the bag for intertamint.....all beacause you chased a dream ...



...a dream...



...the simplest thing..



...a single thought..


..can through youre life out of order...


...and its not the dreams falt...


its beacause youre head was in the clouds..

takeing a rest...thinking of something that never will happen..


and you fallowed that thought

and went to the depths beacause of it


and now ...all you have to show is a bag of beef flavored ramen

if youve ever tried to kill youre self then your crazey .................................................im in a nutshel

i have faced the facts and learnd that its better if i stop fighting my amotions and just kill them......but........ill always love her no matter what

i have an awsome inuyasha costume and might go over nikkis house

I feel the worst as i ever have before if im not around her i cant wait to be but when i am i still feel like my heart is slowly being riped out

iv been haveing a single dream ever since i met her ************im running through a forest and i see a girl running away then she turns around and runs tourd me i run tourd her but I run right past her and she runs to a dark figure and thay both run.........then the forest becomums black and i fall just fall but i see a light and no matter how close i get to it its like its pushing me away but at the same time its triing to get to me like two magnets north to north

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!KITTY GOT CLAWS!!!