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I can see why did I quit gaiaonline. A nonsense, comeback to place where people use way too much gold and real life money. It's coming to that sense where money is always the number one priority for games. 16 and I'm writing about games? You can L O L but, it's just sad. From my past experience, games depend on their own virtual currency. But when it comes to money, I'm out. I rather play a game without money (unless it catches my eye). Elsword had to be a great example because i only used their virtual currency. But when it came to the money (I'm out), all i saw was people with no lives of spending their parent's money on. What's the point? You spend possibly hundreds or possibly thousands of dollars in a game? You know what can you do with that money? Groceries, rent, taking someone out on a date, but investing something that's just virtual? That's just plain wrong.

If you're reading this (Past Mark age 16, to Furture Mark Age ???) you can keep reading. It's often funny what my past experiences bring to my future. As I was saying...

I've dreamed of having a million gold, i thought i would be hard when I was... holy sh*t 9 years old. Now it's easier then ever... Why am i quitting? I have this nonexistent me stuck in this game doing this daily, it's like this empty feeling after finishing your favorite series on a tv show (ANIME). But that feeling, it's supposed to feel amazing and depressing. I'm not feeling amazed, now that I got spirit halo, angelus, g blade, and all that sort of stuff. They were hard to get but due to inflation they were a lot cheaper. Major drops in price while cash items rise and dominate. Those old days must've been nice, you had to work for your stuff instead of real money. Last words before I leave, enjoy your lives with your best friends, they'll stick with you no matter. "How can you stand, if you keep living in the past?"

The old spark that lit up was the wonders of gaia rushing into my childish brain of mine. But look to that future with that sun shining on you, it'll let you know to let go of it.