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That is like, the coolest rate ever. Don't you agree? ;D

Anyways. I'm still way off on the sleeping patterns, with only 3 days until school. I have no idea how it's gonna work itself out, but it had better.

Nothing much to report... I just felt I needed to post that rating. It made me so happy.

Love you. ;D

EDIT: HOMGZZZ I GOT 3 WINGS ON THE CASINO!!! TWO TIMES IN TWENTY MINUTES!!!! -cough- I had to get that out. I now have almost 10 000 tickets.

I've made mistakes before, but this was no mistake. I handled every anime disc that was lent to me with care. But low and behold, I put Gundam SEED Destiny 19-21 disc into the tray, and pushed it into the computer, and guess what? Each and every time I tried, it said the files didn't exist or something similar.

gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk

WHY?!?!?!?!?

I'm sorry for the emoticon rape, but this devistated me. Now I'm stuck. I don't want to watch 22-24 without seeing the other three. To make matters worse, Stephen doesn't have the rest of GSD, because Chris was stupid and said he gave up on the series, therefore, didn't download the rest. "The plot sucked" is what he told me. MY a** IT SUCKS. mad

Anyways, my mom's back from her trip. I thought that would mean going to bed earlier. But although I was kicked off the computer early, I didn't fall asleep last night (technically this morning) until 3am. I was watching QaF until 2:10 in the morning, which was a repeat episode of course. Then I couldn't fall asleep, so I thought, why not play gameboy for a few minutes? Well, a few minutes turned into an hour. Then I decided to try and sleep.

When I woke up, it was 2:30 in the afternoon.

I think I have insomnia.... if it gets any worse, I'll actually tell my mother and go see a doctor.

Help? gonk

I've fallen into a slump, resting on the bed of anime Stephen and Sara have kindly lent me. You see, I write journal entries when I have something important to say, or when I have spare time. But lately, I'm watching anime nearly 24/7. It's sad to say, but I'm getting lazy again. Not just in computer habits, but in waking up. I'm sleeping in too much now, and yet still always tired. How will I ever get up for school? Tune in to my life, starting this September.

Anyways, as you should know, I attended AE this past weekend. Cosplaying, of course. Crossdressing, of course. Being just plain awesome and crazy, of course. Noteable things? I met some cool people, watched tons of anime, and got 98% during my first round of Karaoke Revolution. (I'm clinging to that score, in hopes it will remind me I can actually sing.) Other than that, it wasn't really worth my time to describe... Not the best organized, but not bad.

The past few days, we've been re-doing our backyard, which equals physical labour for me. And money. Craaaazy money. A whole $4 per hour of slavery. It's amazing. Plus, it becomes $5 per hour if we're efficient. Everyone, marvel at my money-making ability.

Right. Anything else I should be telling you? Oh yes, I enjoy watching Shinn get b***h-slapped by Athrun. Kind of like a kinky prelude to an endless sex scene. They cut it out, of course. I mean, it's broadcasted on national television. But I know it was there. I just know.

That's about it. Remember, every character on Gundam SEED and Gundam SEED Destiny belongs to me. So don't get any ideas.

Love you all! wink heart

I'm back from holidays. Yep. I'm back. I missed my computer very much.

Now off with that, and on to a topic that has been stuck at the back of my mind for a while. The mall. I absolutely loathe Metrotown. I love the crystal, but that's because it's more of a marketplace to me than a mall... and there are fewer people. The fact that it sells many anime-related products doesn't hurt either.

I try to stay away from the mainstream mall in our city. The biggest in the province. I always feel so alone at the mall, even when I'm with friends... Each trip to the mall provokes horrendous sadness in my mind. You never know the people that are around you, and you always feel like they're watching you. Wondering why in the world you would be at the mall. You're not mall material. You're not here to buy miniskirts and halter-tops. You don't even want to be there. While on the other hand, these girls want to seem popular by going to the mall. Making opinions on clothing as if they knew what was "in style", and telling their friends they look cute in everything they try on.

Then you try to escape from the girls by walking the other way, and you're hit by the food court. Overpriced food, fried once and fried again for your pleasure. Of course, the food tastes good, but that's a given. If it didn't taste good, no one would buy it.... right? But then again, it is the mall, and people always seem to be compelled to buy things when at the mall. It's as if people actually believe that they're never going to come back to that mall, so they need to visit every store, and window shop for hours.

You get caught up in the euphoria of it all, and even if you absolutely hate shopping, you want to buy. And buy more! Spend every last penny you own on things from the mall. Unless of course you're with your parents. Then you don't want to buy anything. Especially if they suggest it. Because your parents would never know what you like. Even if that shirt is pretty cool...

You're tired and sick of shopping, and the bags you carry are weighing down your arms. So you walk out the glass doors to the covered parking lot and swoon at the sight. You parked so long ago.... where did you leave your automobile again?

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Not that the mall doesn't sell quality items sometimes.... I just find it extremely overwhelming. The pressure to buy; that feeling hinting at the back of your mind that you're being watched; the pushy salespeople who tell you that everything is perfect for you so as to snatch away your change...

It's quite the hell-hole if you ask me.

Yes, it's true, I'm leaving tomorrow. Currently, I'm enjoying my last hours of computer. If you don't already know, I'm headed for Vancouver island for a month in my luxurious fifth wheel travel trailer. I spent a fair bit of time yesterday decorating my bed area with anime posters and such. I'm just that cool.

I'll miss you all of course, and yada yada... I shall miss my computer more though. Because it's just so much cooler than real people...

Pfft, I was joking. (If you couldn't tell...)

Anyways, I shall be practicing violin and doing theory most of the time, because human interaction is no fun over there. I know. I've been before. The island is a fun place to visit, but I wouldn't want to live there.

Currently, I'm listening to my latest craze, Lost Complex from Gravitation. In case you don't know, I received Gravitation 12 from Wendy on Sunday, and read it in just over 41 minutes, savouring every word and penstroke. I have since read it 7 more times. I don't want to over-read though. That would be bad.

I can't wait for HP6. Half Blood Prince is so close.... I can just picture the scenes... Both the real ones in the book, and the ones in my head. Malfoy and Harry are having hot sex on my bathroom floor? Of course, why wouldn't it happen?

I changed my avatar again. Now it's hotness to the max.

-picks at a scab on forearm-

Bleh, I'm just filling space really. That's why I'm using small font... so you'll hopefully not want to actually READ my dribble. Pfft, I'm a sad excuse for a human...

Alright, I shall leave you now with that thought.

Larissa is a sad excuse for a human. Thoughts/comments/suggestions?

Lately I've only been having about 1 or 2, 4 at the most... Not that I'm complaining, seeing as how I used to get zero.

Home from camp, and somehow alive. It was pretty bad, but I can't complain too too much... I mean, it's not like I live that way all the time. I guess in a small small way it might have been a tiny bit fun.

Birthday party tomorrow... score. Watching the grudge, even though Sara didn't want to that much. Forgot to call Joseph though, so I dunno if he'll be okay. I hope that people understood that it's not a present thing. Like, I don't need to recieve presents. I really just appreciate my friends standing next to me in times of hardships. It's really comforting to have someone who can kick your a** from time to time.

Thanks go out to Stephen for the 130k. But now I feel guilty about spending it... sweatdrop

That's all for now... I'm supposed to be babysitting at the moment. Just rakng in the dollars, eh? Babysitting two nights in a row... That's over 35 bucks at least. And I'll need it for AE...

Love you all. 3nodding

I haven't written anything in my journal lately. Maybe because I wasn't sure anything I could write would equal the power of the last post, or maybe just because I'm a slacker.

Well, I'm off to camp on Thursday, which shall suck royal a**. For those of you who don't know, the camps I am forced to attend aren't camps at all! They're mini nazi concentration camps in disguise. And my mother acts as Hitler.

Stephen was gaia whoring for me yesterday, and made so much gold so fast. I was amazed. Never had so much before. I must be very careful with it though, or it'll all be gone so fast. So many things I want to buy, but I need to think hard about it first. I don't want to have less than 40k sitting here, so whoring is still possible.

Right now... It's about 11:30, and I'm listening to Billy Talent. Today is a prett boring day. My sister got to go to Victoria, courtesy of the Liberals. Pffft. It was really stupid. Before the election, the candidate in our area promised her class a trip if he was elected. Persuading parents much...

And right about now I'll stop writing, as I have nothing to say. Was this a waste of a perfectly good journal entry? Maybe...

Going shopping with Wendy and Sara and Stephen today is something I will not soon forget. It was hilarious. Wendy is not the sort of person that you want to spend too too much time with in public. Screaming obscenities... xp

But the sign... "We carry boys 4-20." xd

Aside from that, all I've really been doing today is typing up my essay and playing gaia slots. No one ever gets 3 halos...

Pssh. Boring-ness.