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Okay so my life, although wonderful, has been a little boring. Only in the sense that I mainly just stay home and hang out with Elden. Which, don't get me wrong, I love it. I just want somehting really interesting to happen. Like, I want to go somewhere, do something, anything. I used to have such long blogs filled with what I thought was really interesting/odd events.
Yesterday I went to lunch with my best friend and her boyfriend. It was my best friends birthday and I was so happy I got to see her. I haven't seen her in forever. Well we went to lunch at McDonalds. I got my Shamrock Shake and fries. Mmm. Mmm. Mmm. Then we went to the river and walked around and whatnot. It was pretty fun.
I came home and just spent the rest of the day with Elden. Then Bill came home and we chilled till like 3:30 in the morning. I mean, it was a great day and so much fun, but I just really want something to happen that will make me go "WAAAAAH!!!!!! WOOOOOOAAAAAHHHH!!!! SWEEEEEEEEET!!!!!" you know?
Well, not much left to talk about.
Until next time, chil peeps
 christmas_music · Mon Feb 15, 2010 @ 04:49pm · 0 Comments |
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Alright so yesterday was pretty great. Actually, it was so unbelievably wonderful and fantastic. I spent the day with Elden mostly. And it was pretty great. Zombie killing and what not. I had fun. I'm just so happy and life is going so damn well. I'm in so much shock and amazement right now. At so many things too.
Oh okay, so I have some new obsessions xd Streetlight Manifesto, Dispatch, and watching people play Deadrising and Madden on Xbox 360. I'm not sure why but, whatever.
I really don't have too much good stuff to talk about right now. I have nothing to complain about so these blogs might not be as great at they used to be haha.
Well, today might be really fun and interesting. Hopefully I'm going to my friend's because today is her birthday. If not, I don't know what I'll do. So I will report back tomorrow morning or tonight.
Sit tight minions!!!
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christmas_music · Sun Feb 14, 2010 @ 02:46pm · 0 Comments |
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Okay so I love my new attitude of "******** it". It's really working for me you know? I'm happier than I've ever been and it's fantastic!!! I've waited for so many years to feel like this and I finally do. I really couldn't be happier. I think that if I was, I don't even know. It would scare a lot of people. I'm already scaring people. Some of my friends read my status updates on Facebook and Myspace and message me saying stuff like, "Wow, you're so happy it's creepy" or "this isn't the Ashley I knew 2 days ago, wtf happend?" and other stuff like that. It just makes me feel even better because not only am I noticing this change in myself, others are too. I just, I couldn't be happier. I really couldn't. And I owe most of it, if not all of it, to Elden. He gave me a wake up call since he's been living here. Everyone else always sugar coated everything they said to me, coddled me when I was sad and told me everything would be okay, and just bullshit me. He's not like that. He said to me, and I quote, "I would tell you everything will be okay, but I won't because it's not". No one will ever realize how much that ment to me. He showed me what life really is. He's the one that truly got me to wake up, get tough, suck it up, and just say "******** it". If it weren't for him, I'd still be miserable, depressed, and hanging on to dumb bullshit that I shouldn't. I know a lot of people that have had a huge effect on my life, but I've known him for only a few months and he has done so much. And to tell the truth, it's so hard to even put in words my feelings about him. It's kinda weird. Like, it's so indescribable. I just, I don't even know. I'm so happy mrgreen
Untill next time...Sit back, relax and enjoy the ride of life or you will miss the most wonderful things imaginable.
christmas_music · Sat Feb 13, 2010 @ 01:53am · 0 Comments |
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Yeah, it's been months. A lot of months. Let's get caught up shall we? Broke up with that boyfriend I had while wrting my last blog. Started senior year. Hated the first semester with the acception of my Radio Broadcasting class. New semester is okay for now. It's gonna be hard though. I'm dating my best friend and it's not too bad. I love him and all but he just pisses me off a lot. Then again, who doesn't? I've had 2 friends die in the last week and half. It's sucks...a lot. I'm sick of this whole highschool s**t scene. Seriously, I'm too damn mature for this s**t. Not sure what else to catch you guys up on. Oh, my brother's frind came to stay with us for about 2 months now and I love him to death. He is one of the very very VERY few people I have met with genuine decency and he's just great to have around. He's leaving soon and ever since he told me, I've cried myself to sleep. I desprately want him to stay. You could never understand how much I don't want him to leave.
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christmas_music · Mon Feb 08, 2010 @ 10:12pm · 0 Comments |
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6/1/2009 6:50am
Okay I've seriously been slacking and later today I will get all caught up but for you crazy readers, I have a boyfriend, Prom was amazing, Prom weekend was awesome, people piss me off, school is over in 15 days, and I only have 4 days of work left at Taco Bell!! I'll update later today mrgreen
christmas_music · Mon Jun 01, 2009 @ 11:52am · 0 Comments |
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5/14/2009 8:06pm
I want to be loved. I want to have somebody. I don't want to be alone anymore. Why can't the people I like just like me back? I'm tired of hurting...
christmas_music · Fri May 15, 2009 @ 01:10am · 0 Comments |
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5/12/2009 9:49pm
Is so so wrong to want to be loved or even just liked by you? No, but what's so wrong is that, that statement goes out to 4 different people...What the hell is wrong with me?
christmas_music · Wed May 13, 2009 @ 02:56am · 0 Comments |
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5/11/2009 6:47am
Yes, I know I've been slacking, sorry world of Gaia. But there is only a little bit of news to report. I'm thinking about giving up compleatly on dating/love/romance. Why? I'll tell you why. Because Whenever I seem to like a guy, they just don't feel the same. When ever I seem to love a guy, they say that love me to but it's always been a lie. If any of the guys that I have dated was being honest when they said they loved me, we would still be together. Therefor it is a bust. And the same goes for the girls. I had an ex girlfriend tell me that the time we were together she didn't really count that as going out. Apparently to her, I was never a girlfriend. She was the first one I came out to, my first girlfriend. And the one other girl I ever had feelings for doesn't like me and for some reason she just can't give me a straight reason why. She can't be too messed up to like someone because she likes someone now. Age, yeah...no. But it's whatever. Shake it off and move on. But this one certain crush...I just hope he starts to like me. Who knows, for once a feeling that I have might finally be right Tune in next time to hear more about the crazy life of Ashley.
christmas_music · Mon May 11, 2009 @ 11:54am · 0 Comments |
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4/30/2009 8:55pm
Okay so I still love life, yay me! But, my ankel is killing me! I twisted it like two days ago and was an idiot and just did absolutely nothing about it. Then today someone kicked it in gym class because we play very violent soccer (Its awesome!!). But that's really tthe only stuff thats on my mind. Umm, yea so if I think of anything else I will post. Oh yea! I LVOE ADAM LAMBERT!! THAT SEXY MAN HAS MY HEART!! If you don't know who I'm talking about don't even worry. Most of America does smile Tune in next time to hear more about the crazy life of Ashley!!
christmas_music · Fri May 01, 2009 @ 02:01am · 0 Comments |
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