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Happy Birthday to ME!!! (with new "dream" avie) |
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To all TROY Students..(and people with no life) |
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Relish the moment 拥抱今天
我们的潜意识里藏着一派田园诗般的风光! 我们仿佛身处一次横贯大陆的漫漫旅程之中! 乘着火车, 我们领略着窗外流动的景色：附近高速公路上奔驰的汽车、十字路口处招手的孩童、远山上吃草的牛群、源源不断地从电厂排放出的烟尘、一片片的玉米和小麦、平原与山谷、群山与绵延的丘陵、天空映衬下城市的轮廓, 以及乡间的庄园宅第!
然而我们心里想得最多的却是最终的目的地! 在某一天的某一时刻, 我们将会抵达进站! 迎接我们的将是乐队和飘舞的彩旗! 一旦到了那儿, 多少美梦将成为现实, 我们的生活也将变得完整, 如同一块理好了的拼图! 可是我们现在在过道里不耐烦地踱来踱去, 咒骂火车的拖拖拉拉! 我们期待着, 期待着, 期待着火车进站的那一刻!
"当我们到站的时候, 一切就都好了! "我们呼喊着! "当我18岁的时候! ""当我有了一辆新450SL奔驰的时候! ""当我供最小的孩子念完大学的时候! ""当我偿清贷款的时候! ""当我官升高任的时候! ""当我到了退休的时候, 就可以从此过上幸福的生活啦! "
可是我们终究会认识到人生的旅途中并没有车站, 也没有能够"一到永逸"的地方!生活的真正乐趣在于旅行的过程, 而车站不过是个梦, 它始终遥遥领先于我们!
"享受现在"是句很好的箴言, 尤其是当它与《圣经·诗篇》中第１１８页２４行的一段话相映衬的时候, 更是如此："今日乃主所创造；生活在今日我们将欢欣、高兴! "真正令人发疯的不是今日的负担, 而是对昨日的悔恨及对明日的恐惧! 悔恨与恐惧是一对孪生窃贼, 将今天从你我身边偷走!
那么就不要在过道里徘徊吧, 别老惦记着你离车站还有多远! 何不换一种活法, 将更多的高山攀爬, 多吃点儿冰淇淋甜甜嘴巴, 经常光着脚板儿溜达溜达, 在更多的河流里畅游, 多看看夕阳西下, 多点欢笑哈哈, 少让泪水滴答! 生活得一边过一边瞧! 车站就会很快到达!
Translation:
Relish the moment
Tucked away in our subconscious is an idyllic vision. We see ourselves on a long trip that spans the continent. We are traveling by train. Out the windows, we drink in the passing scene of cars on nearby highways, of children waving at a crossing, of cattle grazing on a distant hillside, of smoke pouring from a power plant, of row upon row of corn and wheat, of flatlands and valleys, of mountains and rolling hillsides, of city skylines and village halls.
But uppermost in our minds is the final destination. On a certain day at a certain hour, we will pull into the station. Bands will be playing and flags waving. Once we get there, so many wonderful dreams will come true and the pieces of our lives will fit together like a completed jigsaw puzzle. How restlessly we pace the aisles, damning the minutes for loitering --waiting, waiting, waiting for the station.
"When we reach the station, that will be it! "we cry. "When I'm 18. ""When I buy a new 450SL Mercedes Benz! ""When I put the last kid through college. ""When I have paid off the mortgage!""When I get a promotion.""When I reach the age of retirement, I shall live happily ever after! "
Sooner or later, we must realize there is no station, no one place to arrive at once and for all. The true joy of life is the trip. The station is only a dream. It constantly outdistances us.
"Relish the moment "is a good motto, especially when coupled with Psalm 118：24："This is the day which the Lord hath made；we will rejoice and be glad in it. "It isn't the burdens of today that drive men mad. It is the regrets over yesterday and the fear of tomorrow. Regret and fear are twin thieves who rob us of today.
So stop pacing the aisles and counting the miles. Instead, climb more mountains, eat more ice cream, go barefoot more often, swim more rivers, watch more sunsets, laugh more, cry less. Life must be lived as we go along. The station will come soon enough.
Note: In this essay-ish poem, I compare life to a train station. It isn't about the destination, but the trip. As a Troy student, we often found ourself overwhelm by work and school. But I urge all of us to live life, not for the destination (of the straight As at the endof the school year), to relish every moment of our high school life.
As Final is getting so close, I wish you all the best of luck. I know there is stress, but make the best out of it. Do your best, that is all that it matters. It isn't about the destination, but the trip.
@Fuzzii..this was originally written for you...stop stress out, you will do fine. biggrin
 VVingsOfHeaven · Fri Jan 19, 2007 @ 06:22am · 3 Comments |
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Still have to edit it, add in english translation and pinyin |
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I decided to write an ode to the new year. However, I didnt type this up and edit it until some days ago. I didnt have alot of time to spend on this..so if there is some mistakes..sorry.
这一年经历太多了(so much have gone by in a year)
我的暗恋 (my crush)
我的初恋 (my first love)
我的失恋 (my heart break)
我的留恋 (my denial)
呵呵~ (ah~~)
还记得我的初恋 (still remembering my first love)
他家都是你是耍我的 (everyone told me that you
可我还是深深的陷了下去
到后来还是分手了
虽然我知道你是耍我的
可我还是拒绝不了你啊
还记得我的初吻
那是我第一次和你亲密接触
我们保持着零距离
我喜欢这种感觉
可是这个吻代表着
结束还是开始
阿~~新年到了，新年到了
祝贺大家新年好！！
我累了 我想睡了
我2007年第一个梦
我谁也没梦到
这是我空荡荡的开始
VVingsOfHeaven · Fri Jan 19, 2007 @ 06:12am · 0 Comments |
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VVingsOfHeaven Got to TOP 10 Durem Fishing!!! (Wheee!) |
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So, here I am...thinking of a new year resolution.
1. Get my #*)$# grades back up sweatdrop
2. murder my dad stressed
3. Get over her crying
4. Hack [Censored] OR create a [Censored]
5. Hope my life turns for the better. Everything been bad for the last few months. Hope a new year will bring some joy... emo
6. Completely master photoshop ninja
7. Figure out/revenge the insert cuss words here that hack my Runescape account
8. Achieve the status of Regular on CP
9. ______________________ Insert when I think of some more.
I am going through some rough time (and most likely..a few of you actually know this). Most important of all, a new year bring a new start. Well, not really. But hopefully, I can get over it and move on with my life.
VVingsOfHeaven · Tue Jan 02, 2007 @ 07:13am · 3 Comments |
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Freebie Arts (1 for xmas, 2 for New Year)! |
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你 是 谁 的 记 忆 ?  记忆是个谜， 零零碎碎剪接而成的面目， 见证了一段段生命的过往， 虽然其间多少刹那缠绕纠葛． 无需理由的 ， 偏偏记住了这个人和这句话， 明明还有更重要的事情值得记下， 却如何都抹不掉那刻入岁月的痕迹．．． 都说时间是无形的， 可是坐在记忆的角落里 ， 看着一幕幕离合， 整颗心仿佛凝结 ， 瞬间失去了语言 ． 我将变做沉默水底的石头吗 ？ 独自于夜里， 流干所有的努力； 尽管曾这么希望为你而生 ， 铺垫成路． 想起感动 ； 无论怎样的细节 ， 哪怕再微不足道， 仍旧于某种有意无意 ， 蔓延而上 ， 温暖寂莫． 假如记忆可以选取 ， 会不会少了类似的悲哀 ？ 假如这悲哀可以消除 ， 会不会挫伤了真实的完整 ？ 从此， 没有珍惜． 当所有的影幻聚集起来， 最后陪你走过无涯的是谁？ 嗨 ， 你还好吗？ 你告诉我， 你的对面是什么? 是生活？ 不，你错了， 是我－－－你的记忆．
I will add the english translation later.. This is alot more abstract..and I am having trouble translating it. heh
VVingsOfHeaven · Fri Nov 10, 2006 @ 06:51am · 2 Comments |
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碎 (Broken) - new poem (chinese w/ english translation) |
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碎 (Broken)
-VVingsOfHeaven/惡魔
月很圆 (the Moon is round)
心很碎 (the heart is broken)
繁华大街喧嚣热闹 (admist the business of the city)
我的世界一片水静 (and my empty world of silence)
一切的一切 (all in all)
无法回答我的为什么 (unable to know why)
我让心飞越千山万水 (let my broken heart soars through the sky)
想找到你的温柔 (toward your caring hand)
却无处停泊 (yet, it isnt there no more)
陌生城市 (in a stranger's city)
有一个陌生的我 (lost)
熟悉的记忆里 (in the familiar memory)
不再有熟悉的你 (no longer with the familiar girl that I once loved)
我曾以为 (i used to believe)
我们可以一起飞跃重重的阻障 (we can soar through these obsticles together)
紧紧的依偎 (with each other)
如今 (yet, now)
竟成夜空的泡沫 (all the dreams have disappear)
江中的幻月 (the illusions in the lake
爱洒满整条河 (the river)
沉寂无声 (all so quiet)
你的温存 (your love)
仍在我的手心徘徊 (still in my head)
但只有我一个人在感动 (yet, here i am, alone)
想删除两人世界里欢乐的一切 (wanting to delete the joyous world we once shared)
却无能为力 (yet, unable to)
竟如刀一寸寸割裂我的思想 (it cuts me piece my piece) <- the memory
我的人 (why? my girl)
Explanation: The setting took place within a busy city with a boy who holds a busy life. Sounds familiar? (for those who dont know me..i live in CA..a city, with a REALLY busy life) Well, he is talking about how even among the business of the city, his heart is calm and cold. He no longer recognize the city where he grew up in, only memories of it. The memories of the girl is no longer with him. I am NOT trying to say that he is new to the city. The chinese version is obvious, the english translating is abit easy to messup in. Wanting to wash away the memory of her, yet he is unable to do it.
VVingsOfHeaven · Mon Nov 06, 2006 @ 06:52am · 1 Comments |
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Why is it...that everytime when you put your love and trust onto someone..they alwayz end up hurting you the most.
I was a fool to love you. And I am still a fool for not letting you go.
VVingsOfHeaven · Sun Oct 29, 2006 @ 07:12pm · 1 Comments |
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