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I've become tired of this faithless endeavor you see,
Don't look at me like some toy,
Because I'm not into games,
No you can't play with me,
Don't even start to think it,
I left myself open to you this once,
Yet, You've torn up my heart,
Leaving it in pieces,
Just what did you think you were doing with me,
Do you think I smile only for you or something?
This look on my face is the only thing keeping me sane,
What did you expect to get out of me,
That I haven’t given you yet?
I've already given you everything,
Is it still not enough?
Must you have even my sanity,
Keeping it all for yourself?
Take it if you will,
But don’t think I’ll forget,
What you did to me,

You come and leave as you please,
This much I won't ever forget,
********, You're just like the rest.
You’re just as bad as they get.

The truths that we prefer to hide, the secret sides of ourselves that we try to cover with carefully placed masks.

We garner illusion to ourselves, preferring to present the side which we feel will be most accepted. And in so doing, ignore who we truly are.

It is pleasant to think, that I could somehow begin to forget my own past. That if I just stayed silent about it long enough, it would have quietly begun to disappear. But I often forget, that others who have shared in such terrible circumstances as mine, can see beyond that mask.

No carefully tended illusion can disguise the burdens that we carry. The scars we try to bury deep within our hearts. They are as plain to see as if they had been written upon our very selves.

Etched indelibly into our souls our bodies betray us in a thousand ways, without words ever needing to be spoken, we give lie to all that we are.

We are those who have been broken. Those who have suffered great tragedy. And those who have done their level best to pick up the shattered pieces of our lives and go on.

But innocence is for us, irrecoverable, irretrievable, and irrevocably lost.


by twilightiger

She's amazing~! To which words are unable to describe! Of her mind and soul, to which none other is alike~ <3 This goddess of mine! Her lips are like fire, Her eyes are like wine, Her love comes from the heart~ Filling Mine <3 ~ <3 <3 <3

I know,
But I feel I'm at a total loss if I don't say it,
That I might be missing something important,

I know,
It is silly to speak so,
Even if you don't view it quite the same way,
But all in all,
I just want you to know what it means most,


To speak "I love you!"
These words are meant for you.



With every beating of my heart,
No greater voice could be found,

Than that of which you will know,
Within those of love for all around.

With every breath,
With every step,
Moving towards you,
The world is shining all life to be true,

Even in all my attempts,
To give this feeling unto you,
None could be better yet,
Then you and I together,
While I'm holding you~ In my arms.~

You become the light,
Within this dark unfettering world,

Oh it very well could be a sin,
This is the happiest I've ever know,
In this whole wide world,
When our eyes meet once again,

No flower could ever do,
To express these words in my heart for you,

So let me speak it once again,
That you might hold this love darling too,

How better to begin,
A love that never ends~

Than with words I hold true,
Within my heart for you,

Baby don't you know,
This feeling in my soul?

No love could be so true,
Then that which makes me speak to you,


I Love You.

Perhaps it is I,
Who should thank you,
For letting me feel alive,

Within this darkness,
You are my light~

I find I need you more,
Then ever before~!

Hand in Hand we take up vows,


Of Spiritual Blade does Serapheim now wield,


Forever more to be eternally devout;


With honor and undying love,


Within in the arms of an angel is she held,


As our hearts met and called out.

You know it's going to happen baby,
When I work a bit of magic,

You see me move and groove baby,
All the while I swing off my jacket,

I know you've got your eyes on me baby,
You've been practically dieing for 'this',

We all know it's only natural baby,
That's why your hands never leave my a**~



(Lol, something silly I came up with, its a work in progress! XD)