J
I know a girl... J... (Not real name)
I've known J for a long time... Her and I are like sisters... REAL CLOSE!
well J gets a new attitude, and new friends... I'm still her best friend though... I'm friends with one of these new friends... Yhea G (Not real name)... Well G likes to ditch J, and I comfort J... we Take J to school every morning... I care for J and I help J... Well So She gets ignored by G and in the end what happens???
I ask J if she can come over during the weekend on a Wednesday.
"SURE!" J says.
... Sure my But...
When Friday rolls around "Hey J when do you want to come over? Today or tomorrow?"
"Sorry," she rolls her eyes, "I forgot that I made plans with G and them... we were going to do things..."
"Kay," I say My heart is crushed.
and time and time again this happens... Finally J has become such a b-word that she takes her time in getting to the car in the morning... Ten she gets mad because we don't get to school early enough for her to hang out with her friends... I told her off... Now she's mad...
I don't care though... I thought we were supposed to be friends... But she curses and what not about always being forgotten and not cared about and about being ditched... I just want to tell her how I feel that she does the same thing to me... I walked 6 miles to get to her house because I was an emotional wreck... she hugged me consoled me... and what not... but I don't think that the next time I need a friend... I'll walk to her house... no I wont... I'll go somewhere else... somewhere farther... Because I know that it doesn't matter if I need her... all she needs me for is to make herself feel better because every one loves G more that they love J.
In truth all of it makes me sick... and I just want to punch her in the face for being mean.... She used to love her mom and now she is rude... She used to care that I wanted to have her over to hang out... but she still prefers being with those people who ignore her... I guess it's just one more picture to think about ripping up... memories fade away... But the pain that one deals to another's heart... that stays... that stays... It always stays...
