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sooooo long time no type... heh.. a year in fact.. more then? i really wont/cant post everything that's happened in my last year or so, i like to keep some things a secret. Anywho.. october.. the end of a 2+ year relationship.. i learned a lot... first loves do that ya know. I still look back and see the good and the bads, and if i could do it all over i would, but i think i'd end it differently.

since then, i've been more of the "bad girl" then i would have liked... partied a bit, found out that when people tell you that they are going to get you drunk, they mean it. seen good and bad in people i didnt know that it was there, made new friends... totalled my car and am lucky to be alive and espically only getting glass in my right hand and f*ed up ankle. my poor baby, let it rest in pieces sad let my grades slip, fall quarter i think had to do with the breakup, winter- the accident. lets hope i can get my life back on track.. at least work any way and get a bit more back to my normal self, however being tipsy at a party is more fun then being sober (i really dont drink that often- 1x a month) i've finally admitted to myself that i'm quite the tease but i really dont wanna follow through to anything 99% of the time. this can cause some of the males of my species to be a bit dissappointed but maybe if they used their blood to work their brains i'd be more interested.

oh.. and lemon if you read this, my mom really doesnt believe you razz

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so... today was / is my gaian one year.... i'd like to thank 3 people.. and 3 people only....

Redilarus: my love... thank you for always being there....

TheEveofTheNight: you surprise me so much, and your selflishness (sp?) amazes me... *huggles*

Fallen_Hunter: The Angel Guild would be no fun without you. You never cease to amaze me with your use of words and your memory. I hope you make Ruka very happy

Thank you for your birthday wishes guys.... stopping by thread, pm... and eve for the gifty... didn't have to... i just wish that more people came to hang out ... oh wells.. seems that's how my birthdays-- in real life, and now gaia are meant to be.... sweatdrop domokun

i went shopping today! used most of my borders gift card.. wasn't happy at norstrom... still have $ to spend there and macys... and hot topic(more shopping!) got some movies and cds at target.... and guess what! i got FAIRY WINGS--- in real life xp tinkerbell wings! hehehe... yes... i am 19, and i own glittery fairy wings!! 4laugh lets see.. i picked up the killers, incubus and hoobastank (all 9.99!)
i'm held captive at my grandparents house right now... i'm blasting the killers and chilling on my laptop to escape "gone with the wind" ... i swear, i'm the only person who HATES that movie... i can't handle the rich snobbery that scarlet does.... and if i hate the main character in the movie, it's hard to like the movie in general...blah... *sighs* i'm miss redilarus all ready... it's the second time this break that we are away from each other a week at a time... crying and i get no reception here, those of you who know me IRL... wait till tmr afternoon to get ahold of me...

in gaia: nothing much... the deadline is growing closer to get my upgrade.. although thanks to a donation from redilarus heart (you know you didnt have to) i just may get it in time!

lately i have been quite unhappy with my life.... every aspect... and today is definatly no exception.. i spent a good part of it crying... high emotions.... i feel almost bi-polar... i need some escape.. oh wait, i'm going to florida on sat.... 5 more days.... *has a little hope*

so.. i'm usually a christmas-fanatic, and although i still have some spirit, my brother is ruining it for me. Whenever my family seems to be getting along (quite rare) my 12 year old brother acts like a p***k and messes everything up. *sigh* oh wells... gotta work on a term paper that's due on thursday... oh wells 9 pages... i won't be online much for the next two days.....
*shivers* it's TOO cold!!! i was supposed to get up at 5am and go swimming... outside.. and it was supposed to be in the 20's last night... hahaha stare lets say i stayed in bed... considering i wore boxers, pj pants AND sweats.... socks... cami, turtleneck AND sweatshirt to bed last night.. maybe i should wear gloves too... yah know.. they say cali is supposed to be warm and sunny... well it's sunny... but it's FREEZING!!!

um.. so thanksgiving sorta sucked... i ate at carrows.... and saw a movie... with my mom and aunt redface

yesterday.. got together with some of my old HS pals.. pretty cool... as well as played like 7 hours of PS2... whee

today: clean... clean.. fight with the parasite (also known more commonly as "dad" wink clean.. laundry... a bunch of non-fun stuff for a holiday saturday... sad

umm friday me and a friend made my phil prof smile.. like.. with teeth.. and this guy doesn't smile... so i got a B+ on my midterm.. not super happy about it.. yeah yeah i know.. it's a B i should be happy.. *Shrugs* well i'm not

um saw the incredibles with my man... it was fun.. good movie

i've been getting in the christmas mood lately.. but right now the mood has been shattered.... *Sigh* i hope my love of christmas comes back....

so i'm supposed to get a phone in the mail by friday... but i still have a freakin headache! skipped practice today and yesterday.. damn headache... *sigh*
mm i got mint m&m's yay!! they are yummy christmas stuffs!

on gaia: eve and i are sharing piccy's! whee

so... i lost my cell phone yesterday.. not super happy about THAT one... sweatdrop i've been just chillin at home.. i'm sorta tired from working another 49er game.. not AS bad.. although i got a headache from it.... at least it took me under an hour to get home.. i did practically RUN out.. and i got a GREAT parking spot.. so i didn't hit too much traffic until i was about 1/2 way to the freeway (usually it takes 45 min to GET to the freeway... today it took 10) yay! anywho.. for some reason i just wanna sleep... so i think i will.. internet isn't doin much for me.. and the boy is out watching bad religion.. *blinks* early night..

(oh and i watched pretty woman last night! ^.^)