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wow, i definently havn't been writing in my journal for so long.. A lot has happened.. I lost one of my best friend to this one spanish girl thats like the ugliest peice of s**t I've ever met. I don't only mean looks, I mean personality. I can't believe that he went after her after he got rejected from me, and my friend. I can't believe hes not my friend anymore because of her, and because I didn't like him. He promised me so many things. He said if he ever lost his virginity, he would tell me. I had to find out myself that he did it. W0w talk about a*****e. ******** d**k promised me to be bfflz with him. ******** d**k promised to never date that ugly hoe. ******** d**k, period. He has lied to me so many times, and I've tried putting up with his s**t, but ******** hell. Hes like the worst best friend I've ever had in my whole entire life? like wtf, thanks for wasting my time. I did like him, but he just didnt show that he liked me, so I never realized until it was too late, when I started liking someone else. Like.. the guy that is currently my boyfriend. He told me that he liked me, and I liked him too. He actually told me, unlike this guy who gets someone else to tell me when its too late. This ******** p***y is the worst friend possible. Lately I've missed being his friend, but then i realized that he always hurts me in so many ways. I don't know why I miss being friends with him because I feel so horrible right now. I hope that I get over him soon. I can't stand it. I'm glad I'm not with him now actually. he dosn't deserve me at all, that peice of s**t. I'm glad I love my current boyfriend. He is so much better to me, and very honest. Hes not afraid to tell me anyhting he feels. Thats why hes so much better than that piece of s**t. Iabsolutely lothe him. I'm happy letting this all out, because suriosuly, i don't need him. )
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