hihi! I'm going to try to write something serious.......here I go.
Why....why must it be me? Why is god so unfair?
memories of happy moments overflowed my mind. One by one they would dissapear as I die. Why must god take everything away from me? Why should I always be the villian of the story, the evil girl from the shoujo manga who gets the heroine hurt? WHY???!!! Why must I suffer while she gets the guy I love, when I am willing to die for him, do anything for him, but why? Why must he be on her side? She is beautiful, cheeful, and cute, but she acts like she's the one who gets hurt. Why can't anyone understand me? I was hurt, I spent more time with him, I was the one who was beside him when he needed help......I.....was the....one......
As she died away, no one went to her funeral, no one shed a single tear for her, because they all thought that she was the villian no one understood her emotions of love, the pain she has hidden under her strong mask. Once she died no one remembered her, but this girl, she knew what was going to happen to her the moment she was born, she could have avoided this feeling, and lived longer, but instead she has chosen the painful path of love. The path where everyone hated her for her love, the way she concerned for him, but just as always the antagonist will always be hated no matter how much pain they hold inside, but on the other side, which the sun is shining the birds are singing is happiness. It's as if everyone is celebrating her pain....her death......They are always.....always congraduating the main heroine. Always.....this....is a fact that will never change. The girl has finally given up.
Yay! This is just a first draft, so cut me some slack....*sighs* anyways I just wanted to see how one those girls from shoujo mangas (that tortured the main heroine cause of jelousy) felt......
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