I've always had trouble accepting myself. Even accepting reality. My reality. If you can understand that. For awhile, I was hanging onto my past. Wanting to let go, but never knowing how. Always wanting to forget, but always remembering. Myself and my life is full of mistakes and things that I shouldnt and should have done. And I hated myself for that. I didn't want to accept it. But what I didn't know..was that letting it all go.. Letting go of my past...my should-have-beens...my mistakes... ....even the one who used to mean the world to me... Might be the very best thing for me. Accepting myself and my life...actually made me that much happier to be me. I am who I am even if I don't know who that is. No one can change that.
~xoxo<3Mirrr
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