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I really hope I found that person who is meant for me. I can't seem to deny that for once, i finally feel alive. And i don't find myself wondering what you think or what you'll say. I know you won't judge me and you'll support me all the way. I can't explain the love i feel for you, because it's the first. I feel sorry for leaving behind and letting go of that other someone. But i can't suffer forever because you decided to part with this world. And i hope some how you know I'm happy. And in return that you are happy for me, but even if that is not so... I'm not letting this one go. That is one mistake i am not willing to make. I learned thanks to you that one more loss would indeed drive me off the edge. For now I can think with a much less clouded mind. I Love you so much and I'm going to fight to keep you. I truly hope i make you as happy as you make myself.
In truth
Garret(Nicky)
blessed be.