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It's funny, today was my birthday and I was the only one who showed up to my surprise party. I mean no one was actually invited and the party was all in my head but even then, whether wishful thinking or not, still only me showed up. I imagined my self getting in my car as I am leaving work, overtime working by the way, and heading on home to an empty drive way but not before receiving a random call from my cousin wishing me a happy birthday, funny he never does that. But he did it alright. "hey um, just wanted to call and wish you a happy birthday". thanks Aaron. then after that I imagined myself arriving at the previously described scenario. no cars? where is everyone? I would ask myself yet in the back of my mind suspecting a surprise waiting for me at home, or rather I was expecting it for whatever reason. of course all of that actually did happen. after that though I saw myself walking in and friends and family come and greet me with a SURPRISE! happy birthday! HAHAHAHA. balloons and cake and partying and music. good company around on a warm friday evening....but no just a quiet, and for some reason humid, home I entered after unlocking the doors. I already anticipated it though it was my fault for thinking anything like that happens haha. I think the last time anyone threw a party like that for ME was...not DIRECTLY for me. it was my mothers baby shower haha...so they were celebrating me being NOT born yet. But really I'm not complaining or moping or upset or frustrated. nor am I angry or disappointed because really just as the years before...September 28th is just another day.
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