Friends
I've been thinking lately, or more like reviewing all the relationships I have with my friends.... mhmm you guessed by the several dots that followed, Im not sure if I'm satisfied or happy about all my choices. I just don't get it. I don't get how people can be this person and then change and be another totally different person. I mean I get that anger, sadness, excitement can maybe alter and have a little role in the change but not if they have totally changed forever as in FOREVER. And what do you do if you start feeling like your "friends" aren't quite acting as your friends, as in do not ask you to hang out, starting to distance themselves from you or you just get this feeling like somethings wrong somethings not right?Or how about whenever you hang out with your friends whom you've know for quite some time and every time you guys meet theres nothing to say, it almost feels like we are strangers but we are not! we are far from it, but lately ive been finding like I have nothing in common with my friends but I love hanging out with them and so do they( i think) and we have so much fun when we are in a big group with everyone but if its just a few of us or someone from our group is missing its kinda back to the awkardness of like what should i say next? omg its so quiet! i should say something?
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