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November xxxx,
Tomorrow's the day. It was going to be this summer, but considering the circumstances, we can't wait that long. I don't really want to either. I wish I could be more excited. I am getting married! But I'm worried. They won't leave me alone. They threatened me today with her. So far I didn't even know they knew so much about me. How could they know Syrynity?

I've got a meeting with them tomorrow night. I'm not sure how I'm going to keep it from Syrynity, but this is crucial. I think if I just give them what they want, they'll go away. And I think I can convince them not to come back.

I should've kept this journal sooner. I hope to make it through, but there's a possibility that... No. Syrynity deserves more. I'll do whatever it takes to get them to leave me alone. They can't use her against me... I'll do what it takes. Somehow, as I write this I know you're listening. You're crawling through my head. So just tell me what you want now. Let's not wait 'til tomorrow!

...Is this their plan? To break me? To make me insane, so no one believes me even if I told my Syrynity about them? ...The night's late and I should try to sleep. I need the rest for tomorrow. But it's in my dreams when they come to me.