gesunteit (sp?) one and all of anyone who reads this =D an update:
after a weekend including an od, a texted convo to my best friend that left me awake till 1.30 monday an overall resulting 7 lines, I've decided to ignore myself =D
basically, on friday, after a binge I took a bottle of neurofen, 8 aspirin, a handful of chewy vit pills + chardonnay mixed with vodka 'for shits and giggles', though I wasn't in a yaay pills! mood. like last time, went deaf the next day, but knew I wasn't gonna go (:
saturday evening flipped + got screamy, ended up with 7 vertical lines + two 2mm scratches on my wrist. *I* think they're pretty (: to myself I've started calling them seven sisters.
sunday evening = two plea's for my life from two people. a discussion between one. feeling suicidal until about 1ish, then suddenly feel fine, ok, HAPPY even. I mean WTF
it also turns out due to my wemo earlier self everyone thinks I'm bi. I'm not saying I'm not, I don't even KNOW, I MIGHT be, but that stupid b***h went and made it so everyone thinks I defo AM.
from all this I've decided to ignore EVERYTHING. I am once again claiming for all purposes to be a-sexual. a recent philosophy I've been using a lot is 'if you ignore it, it'll go away', and I'm sticking to it!
once again feeling I've left something out, I seem to forget a lot these days.
stay strong xx
 mairixmassacre · Mon May 10, 2010 @ 08:45pm · 0 Comments |
