today I thought a lot.
There is a point in my autobiography. I cannot finish the sentence. I am stuck on the part where I say how I feel about a girl, that I doubt feels the same way back. I should have confidence, but the way she likes Japanese men, how they look, and typically ARE, makes me nervous to try to let her know my feelings. It seems hopeless.
Other than that, my autobiography is going well. I just have not passed that point, and if I do not, I will never be able to finish what I started, and have good hopes for. Life just rolls by now, and every day that I think about this girl, is another day that I feel I have wasted instead of letting her know.
I will always regret never doing it, right? Not if it's a heart-broken experience, then I will regret it all together. I am clearly stuck, and only time will tell, hopefully to turn out for the better.
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I listen to Punk Rawk
Convinced that I am falling in love with a girl who does not see me back the same way
I am in a band
I am writing an autobiography
I plan to join the army, but pursue a career in music
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