why do i live
what is my purpose in life
why doesnt anyone acknowledge me
for who i am
and not for the mask i wear
why cant anybody realize
that my happiness is fake
and on the inside im cold and sad
while my mask only shows happiness and anger
dont they find it odd that i never cry
my mask wont let me
but thats all i feel like doing sometimes
why cant anyone love me for who i am
not who i pretend to be
why wont anybody tell me to be myself
instead of what they think i should be
why wont the listen
why dont they care
why do they say they love me
buy they are never there when i need them
they lie and try to mold me
to fit their design
so to make them happy
i made a mask
one that no one takes the time to look past
one that makes me feel alone and afraid
but wont let me show it
why cant i find someone to love me
the real me
and wont change me
to fit them
that would let me be free and happy
what am i saying
that will never happen
because no one cares
and the world wont allow it
so i will continue to fall
into the darkness
because no one is willing to save me
i will be alone
forever
ruby
05/july/05
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 Kijana-Genet · Tue Jul 05, 2005 @ 06:48am · 0 Comments |
