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Blood stains cover my clothes

what I've been through nobody knows

I feel as though I'm trapped in a dream

where enormous claws tear at the seam

theres no escape, no place to hide

God, I just want to curl up & die

the pain you are causing is too much to bear

But all I can do is stare

you took my innocence, you ruined my life

now I'm looking at the sharp edge of a knife

I want to grab it, but can't move my arms

you leave when I fall unconsious on the floor

leaving the knife unnoticed

when you walk out I take my chance

I grab the knife without a second glance

already bruised and bloody

the knife slips from my hands

A tap on the shoulder, everything goes a little colder

I turn around to see you standing over me

blocking any warmth from getting to me

your eyes glow with anger

you hit me with all the force you can muster

I hit the wall

struggling to stay up I fall

you stand there and watch me

I get to my feet and look up at you

it was at that moment I knew

I would never be anything to you