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Dear, Whoever may end up reading this.
Let me get straight to the point. I hate my sister, I always did, and I always will. You are probably thinking why am I writing this on gaia, I just needed a plave to vent. It all started when I was about 4 years old. My daddy bought a bunch of nice toys for me and my sister to play together, I was so excited. One I got my hand on this toy train, my b***h of a sister grabbed it and told me peasants don't deserve toys. I sat there, watching her play like she had no faults in the world. I disliked her then, but I have developed a fierce hatred towards her now. She is the prettier one, but I always had the better grades. I mean, the only reason she is passing her classes is becuase she cheats. My parents always adored her better than me, and she knew it. She constantly took advantage of them, and blamed me for every stupid thing she has done in her miserable life. Her goal in life is to constantly show me up and make me look like idiot in the family. She goes around thinking the world revolves around her.When she needs somethign from me, she goes and becomes the perfect older sister. I am a weakling and I know it, I always fall for that bullshit. She smiles, she is nothing but a sneaky, caniving wretch who likes to munipulate people to get somewhere in life. Just the other day, she comes home in a bad mood becuase her boyfreind broke up with her. She lashes out at me, for the first time in my life she called me a b***h and told me that I have no worth in this world and I should just go and die, becuase nobody would care. I ran up to my room, and bawled the night away. As usual, my parents thought I was just being a baby and told me to suck it up. They never liked me, nobody in my family. I keep asking myself why do bad things always happen to good people. Luckily, school has kept me going this whole time. My freinds are not losers or the most popular, but they have always been there and never gave up on me. They expected me to smile everyday, and i excpected no less from them. I loved school, even though my sister was the popular one that had everyone around her fingers, i had my awesome freinds who i could trust my life with. They know how my sister is, they also know how my parents are complete push overs when it comes to my sister, I once had a friend that only liked me becuase I was related to the most popular girl in school. All in all, my sister is the one and only cause to the misery I call life.