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Hmm...

Got my XB360 back today from the company dam issues with it lately. So I'll be on there more then the net now days.

Seeing a doctor Wed. afternoon -

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Has anyone ever been out with someone an once broken up for no matter how bad the reason was - could never seem to get over her/him?

I mean theirs two women I been with yet they treated me like s**t until the day they broke up with me. Yet as seperated as a more friendly approch we do better - I been cheated on manytimes but never really pisses me off, Sometimes I don't think much about it or show any negitivity about it to anyone.

Only thing I hate the most about some women is that they complain that theres no wonderful/fun/loving an good guy - eh they don't realize there closest guy friend or as in the friend zone would most likely be the ones you been searching for. Then sooner or later you loose that friend then you have no one... mrgreen ...
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Theres no such thing as Perfect people so get over it - ---- -

Anyways... Im still trying to get my a** back with the military before they start retreating people from Iraq an Afghan. I rather be over there making a differance then sitting on my a** wasting my life away with what I have whats left of my self confidance.

I mean honestly - I sit at home all day in my room killing my lungs with ciggs - drink every now an them while playing video games. All my old friends eathier work, died, or overseas. Im having a tough time as it is to get my license thanks to my birth defect in my left eye. I getting a little on track now with medical things.. but still Im tired.. Yeah maybe I b***h alot back then I didn't do it at all I was quite as ********..

I know ppl don't read the journal ... but just incase you want to know whats going on take a look..

dramallama stressed stare