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Alone again.



I feel so differnt now. Two years ago, I was alot differnt than I am now. I was alot more depressing, I talked about killing people and I always wore black, no other color. Then my friends got scared and mad/sad at me because I was being so dark. They asked me to stop or they didnt know if they could be friends with me anymore. And I was so afaraid to loose them I went along with it because I didnt want to be alone again. And looking back on that, Im not sure if I should have done it. I changed myself so people would like me, and I hate people like that. I ruined myself. Now Im not as depressing, and I have alot more friends that I love. But alot of my friends that asked me to change are leaving. Whas there even a point of me changing? I dont know , but its too late now. Im not sure about myself anymore.