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Okay, this is a rant. If you don't care, then don't read it. personaly, I jsut wanna get it out.

Right now, I feel like i'm tottaly alone. My family dosen't care about me anymore, everytime i cry i get yelled at and ridiculed, and i'm starting to get sick of it. My friends are always busy, and i can never do anythign with them anymore because they're either hanging out with someone else or eachother. I haven't had a friend over in awhile, and i'm really not happy right now.

and because everyone is busy, i don't have anyone to talk to, so i'm reaching out to the Gaia comunity for help. I'm starting to literaly make myself sick with this s**t, and i'm starting to get really tired of it. I know you people probably think i'm emo or something, but if you say that to me ******** you, i'm not emo and you need to go ******** die if you think so. i don't need you people ruining my life anymore.

I just feel like im suffocating or drowning or something. it's starting to really get overwhelming, and i really don't want to do it anymore.

I'm sorry for ruining your day, i didn't mean to. i just needed to kind of get it off my chest and hope nobody screams at me.