Everyday the pain gets greater, and I.. love him even more.. I'm a mess.. I feel like a failure, since I can't even make the person I love happy. He won't even let me talk to him... Despite what he thinks right now.. I'm not happy, and I'll probably never be truly happy again.. This pain is too much to bear.. I can't handle this at all.. Everyday I cry, I cry every night as well.. I can't stop these tears from flowing.. Hell.. I can't even breathe.. I'm a mess.. I feel weak, and dizzy.. All I really feel is pain now... x.x I can't be hyper, or happy anymore.. I guess the person who everyone knew is slowly dying.. Getting strangled to death by pain, and grief..
~Arie.
 TwilightNocturne · Sun Mar 27, 2005 @ 03:18pm · 0 Comments |
