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Eh ... What a month stare ..

10 things I dislike about myself:

1. I can't stand my additude towards others that don't deserve such emotional treatments which can lead to friendship loss.

2. Need more self control on handling things verbally can't seem to always think before I speak.

3. Need to get out of my little shell thats been distancing me from others for the fact that Im afraid to show a change from anothers point of veiw.

4. Need to stop making up stories that aren't true just to make a conversation more fun.

5. Need to say the truth more then just covering it up for others to find out later in the months to come.

6. Im an Audlt need to be acting/an being more responsible of my actions,emotions (how I take things kinda personal). Going to get me no where in the future.

7. Need to stop getting into relationships with "nutcased" women - you know those crazy eyed ones twisted .

8. Need to realize theres more to life then just relationships an work. Future frightens me cause who the hell knows where you be an what you be doing in 5-10 years from now.

9. Need to get off my lazy a** - stop being immature towards others an find other activities to do then just rotten on the computer all day.

10. I have to much Stress which probley why I have sertant physical problems with my body (headaches 24/7, depression, stomache issues, joint pains,ect).

Note: For everyone that has Ex'es give them only one chance when they first go out with you cause it rarely works out. lol

Note: Don't smoke ciggs (expensive and a pain in the a** to quit.)

Note: No matter how bad school blows stay in 1-12grades - few drop outs make it in life ok the rest eatheir go to night classes, or GED. lose friends and waste of tax payers money if you drop out.

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Anyways now I feel like an a** after putting a few people down on this subject.

Im not leaving Gaia but I'll rarely be online - since summer is almost here I do baseball with old friends I only get 3 months of each year to do this kind of s**t.




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Plus I'll be working my old job soon which means night to morning shifts 5-6 days a week.

update later