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I have come to a very dark stand point in my life. This day is the darkest day that I have ever faced. Me and my Gf Amber were talking to her friend george. She showed me a picture that was drawn by him that made me look like a ******** faced perv. We talked for a while, and George saw what was coming. After hitting on Amber and even me for so long both of us saying no at the same time must have driven him over the edge. He left the conversation in a blaze of despair. A few minutes later he messaged me again...he asked why we both hated him. I told him that we didn't and that he needed to let all that sad out. He was already crying hard. As I talked with him more I realized how far this had gone. When I asked him if he was crying he said yes, but I plan to do more than that...I paniced and messaged Amber. She had to stop him before he did something so horrible that it would haunt us forever. She bashed throught the door and found...that he had slit his wrist across the main vein. I urged her to get him to a hospital. She is taking him there now...I just pray that she isn't too late to save him. And so I sit here in the darkness of my room, staring at my computer; hopeing to get some sign that he is alright. I sit here asking myself is hurting someone's heart so bad that they turn to suicide a murder. I can barely keep from turning the dagger hanging on my wall on myself. I don't know how I will be able to live the rest of my life knowing that I directly am responsible for his death...George, please be okay