well, I don't know what to say.....only that I am really bored....
and I have a lot of good friends
that in my opinion I don't deserve.....
but they say diffrent...what if they are lieing to me?!?
....what if I don't have any REAL friends and everone just feals sorry for me...
I hate this.....I shouldn't do this to my self...but I can't seem to stop...
it isn't that I find it to be fun to beat my self up mentaly.....
the habit has been forsed apon me...by my family and some other people I don't want to talk about.....
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